He can leave you without words…. and He has!

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Hello brothers and sisters, I hope you are well. I will continue sharing my story as I have been directed to do – I only hope it helps someone! I wondered why I was to wait until Thanksgiving to post this, then it came to me… somewhere out there is a brother or sister who is not enjoying this day very much. This is for you. Do NOT give up hope, you are NOT alone! So here we go…

You know I have been in this relationship with God for a long time – 30 years now. The one thing I can guarantee you is we will NEVER figure Him out! Also, His ways can definitely NOT be our ways. For those of you who can identify with what I am saying, you understand, for those of you who can’t – I believe this is something you can only know by experiencing it. Much like loss.

They say you don’t miss something until it is gone. Never have I found this to be more true than when God goes silent (at least for me); by the way for those of you who have been following the “Principles”, this is one of the last ones He shared with me – “When I go Silent”.

This has been some of the toughest times I have faced. Having God be present at every turn was my standard norm. I would pray and there would be an outcome. One that could be seen visibly in this world, PLUS… I would hear Him speak regarding just about anything. It was the most amazing feeling to experience that! It was something that I thought would last forever… but that is NOT how we grow, is it? Unfortunately the answer is, Nope! We tend to grow through hardships and suffering and it seems God wants that for us. To truly learn how to deny ourselves, take up that cross and follow Him. You see brothers and sisters, the way in which we think and the way in which we act is all we know. But our Father wants more for us than to be prisoners of our own making. It is too easy for the evil one to manipulate us there. God wants us to be free. Again, unfortunately in order for us to get there we have to enter His “training camp”. Welcome to growth!

You see the reason I have not been very active on this site is because all of this change sent me into a downward spiral and I found myself doubting everything that had ever happened to me in the spiritual realm. If you have been where I am talking about you know what that means. No more “hearing”, it seems as if every prayer has gone unheard! Your faith shows itself for what it is, are we really as strong as we thought? No consolation of any kind, only one disappointment after another. So much time spent in the head and prayer all of a sudden seems to have no life at all. This is a very REAL place to be brothers and sisters and God seems for some reason to want me to share mine with you. I believe there is someone somewhere who is suffering the same thing and God wants you to know you are NOT alone!!! God is here with us, He has just chosen the silence to bring us closer to Him. It is easy to love something or someone when you are receiving obvious benefit from it, but to love them as deep or deeper when it seems they have gone away or turned away from you is not. Somehow brothers and sisters God is working through this. We cannot give up hope (that is what the enemy wants) and we can’t abandon Him even though He feels a million miles away.This is the Body of Christ and we MUST stick together and be there for one another, especially in times that are tougher and without apparent joy. I have been told by priests and others who reach out to me to get back to sharing this story with you. I had a priest tell me this in the sacrament of confession last weekend – you know when that gets blurted out of someones mouth randomly God is trying to reach you. Then a good brother of mine reached out early in the morning to say that God told him to tell me to share this with you. Now when I was sharing messages with you from God, I somewhat understood why He wanted you to hear them, but this made no sense to me as to why I would need to share it. So for whatever brother or sister of mine can benefit from this – I hope it reaches you.

I will continue as I can to share what I can muster up in this time. Again brothers and sisters if you have been in this place before you know how hard it is to find desire to do such things. If you have not yet experienced this… remember this writing. Rely on it so as to have some sort of “Understanding” that God is doing this and we just have to hang on.

That is enough for now brothers and sisters, I will share more as I can put the words together to express the experience that has no words. In ALL things let us remember to be grateful for we do not deserve anything of which we have because of our goodness, but because of His! Thank you God!

PS. I look forward to the day I can show you what He was doing – it is coming for me and for you!!!!

So here is the first lesson to be shared… “Waiting on God to Act on our behalf”

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Hello brothers and sisters, I hope you are well.

I have now written this post three separate times. The reasons for that are mostly due to my uncertainty about how to share this with you. Some of it is also due to technological issues I had while trying to complete this work. This I know from experience is a sign that the enemy may be present, so I guess this is more important than I knew, for he only messes with the entries that seem to frighten him.

Look who else waited….

Brothers and sisters, I have been with God now for three decades. Much of that has been spent listening to and recording messages that I share with you. But more of that has been spent as an everyday person just like you going through trials and tribulations and sufferings. I used to view that as my own deck of cards if you would, but God has told me how important it is to Him that I share that story with you as well. He wanted me to tell you that sharing our stories with one another is more important than we know and that many, many are saved through them. He spoke about the importance of being able to identify with someone else who was in the same place as you, and how some of those places are so dark and so without hope that they need something to see as proof that God is there and that He is working ALL the time for our good. He said it was necessary for some who feel they are at the end of their rope and to realize what is really going on – that God has invited us into a deeper relationship with Him to Trust and that we needed to learn under any circumstance to find the very thing the enemy is trying to steal… “Hope”. With that, ALL things remain possible.

This leads me to today’s writing. It would take too many pages for me to share with you all that God has asked of me over these 30 years. Suffice it is to say, He has asked me to move my family across the country, take and leave jobs, add people in and remove people from my life that weren’t good for me as well as many other things including accepting the loss of my spouse as His will and having to find peace in it. The one thing that all these things had in common most of the time was the fact that they flew in the face of what the world taught as to how we should handle things. This was very uncomfortable in the beginning but as time went on, I got more used to it just like anything else and they did not even seem to be as uncomfortable anymore. That was until three years ago….

3 Things to do

Three years ago, He asked me to leave a place that I wanted to be at since I was a child. Then He asked me to go to a place that I didn’t want to go to, a place I had worked to get out of and did not want to return to. Then to make matters even worse, the last words He spoke to me for a year after I arrived was, “sit and wait for me to act on your behalf”. I was told to do absolutely nothing while I sat here. Then He event went silent for over a year. This brothers and sisters was one of the hardest things He ever asked me to do, we are wired to do something! We are conditioned to go make our own way and to go get what we want. This was not God’s directive for me, He told me to sit and do “absolutely nothing” but trust Him. If you think you have faith brothers and sisters, try giving up all of your control and see how badly you want to take some of the back. I found very quickly that I did not possess the faith I thought I did and once again God humbled me. I am writing to you today all about this one thing, “Waiting on God”.

There are many things written about the beauty and the outcome of waiting on God, but there does not seem to be as much written about what we go through in the process especially within ourselves. This is the part I want to share with you, so that if any of you are going through any of this you understand you’re not alone. I found that once I was in the place of waiting, and the days drew on, eventually turning into months and then years, I was introduced to my own inner demons and all of my inner recordings that my brain had stored from my childhood.

Easier said than done

God was using this time to give me an opportunity to give these things to Him and to heal them. Without being aware of what these things are, we don’t know what to do with them, so they work in the background under silence, and they affect our decisions and eventually the outcomes of our lives. These are the things that God told me many of his children suffer from unnecessarily. He said He has enough of a cross to bear without having to take on additional ones that we ourselves agreed to. So, if you hear that voice telling you it’s not going to be okay, or fear is telling you that you made such a drastic mistake; that you’re being irresponsible for trusting in something you can’t see, know that is the enemy’s playground. This is where strongholds are made and where we need to develop our strength; where we learn to wear our armor, so the enemy’s victory is not possible over us regardless of our circumstance. This is the place brothers and sisters, that God is bringing us; one that is creating such an act of faith and trust within us if we let it; understand that it had to be this way in order for Him to develop that part of us. I understand what it’s like to hear those voices on a daily basis as well as to see how others may be looking at you because of what you’ve decided to listen to and follow and what it has seemed to cost us. I have only one thing to say at this moment because I’m in it myself, Don’t Give Up! Realize who we are and that we are sons and daughters of Most High. This is not a punishment brothers and sisters; it’s an opportunity from Our Lord to get closer than we have ever been. I am anxious to tell you how mine turns out because I know that this too shall pass. I urge you to share your story with others as well. God himself told me how important this was for us to do. Let’s use His power within us brothers and sisters and learn new ways to conquer and be victorious in Him. I will fill you in on more as my story unravels, until then just know that there’s a brother out here who understands. For what that’s worth I hope it helps at least one of you out there. Once again, I’ve been obedient to what He asked so I hope it does some good. Until next time brothers and sisters, please pray for me as I pray for you. Let’s deliver a massive blow to the enemy and start harnessing what is within us so God can take back what belongs to HIM… “Us”!

Until then brothers and sisters, God bless.

 

Okay, here goes “Nothing”… literally! Intro to what this new “calling” is. It had to start somewhere!

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Hello brothers and sisters, as always I hope you are doing well.
I’m going to do the best I can in taking on something I truly do not yet understand and follow through with it. God has asked me to start sharing my story with you instead of just the messages. I still have not seen a value in doing that, but after enough people have contacted me in a very short time, and enough signs have been been placed in front of me, I realize it doesn’t matter how I feel – if this is what He wants, then this is what He wants – So be it.
I was told recently by someone I trust very much in the spiritual area of life, that God informed her that my story had to be told and that it could help so many people. I pray this is true and I will try not to bore you with any unnecessary details. I also apologize in advance because writing is not my strong subject. I will say, however, that if God puts an opportunity in front of me to speak to you live, or to converse back and forth with you somehow such as a podcast, I feel much more comfortable in doing that and I give my “Yes” to Him again already. I guess we will see…

So this is my first entry using this platform, and I will do the best I can with what I’m being asked to do with you. Let me give you a brief understanding of a possible why “He asked for this” and bear with me as I sit in contemplation sharing some of this with you.

You see brothers and sisters, God has told me how important it is for us to be amongst each other on a daily basis and to share our stories with one another so we can see His presence in our world today. He said more people pay attention to our life story than we know, and that we end up affecting the lives of numerous amounts of people, most of which we will never understand here. I do believe that His goal is to have anyone of you out there who needs to be able to identify with this story, or the things that happen within it, be able to do so. Maybe, just maybe, if you really are in that same place and you need to find some hope or light, the fact that someone else had “been there and done that”, and that a positive outcome may have been achieved by going through it, it may bring some of that hope to you. Maybe you will learn to see Him in the trial now when you could not see Him in it before. Many, many things have occurred along this walk with Him. Some good, some bad, just like the rest of you. But almost all of it under what I now see as “holy favor” looking back. Just as an update on this lesson thing; I am going through something right now I have never experienced before (at least that is what the enemy wants me to feel or believe). and I am being tested on my faith in ways unfamiliar to me – or is it? I will try to explain…

Summary so to speak:

30 years ago this year, heaven reached out to me and called me out of my old life. I had absolutely no idea what I was saying yes to, all I knew for sure was that I had a very powerful agreement in my heart that I could not shake. This agreement was saying “yes” to whoever was calling me, no matter what the call was, it is all I seemed to want. It is a very interesting story what happened that day, but I will save that for another time.

In the beginning of this venture, after I discovered God was calling me, I started to receive messages, many of which I’ve shared with you. But that was just a part of it. There was also a tremendous amount of life “experience” and “teaching” happening at the same time in order for me to grow. As I truly understood nothing, it was as if I was going to school each day and a new lesson had to be taught by the master and that I had to go “experience” the lesson in my own life in order to truly understand the meaning of each one and be able to coach on it; something I later learned from Him was called, “Experiential Understanding” and sometimes the only way we humans can learn what He is trying to teach us. I believe that will make up much of what I am being asked to share in the coming days . A lot of loss was experienced in this 30 years. A lot of trials, and a lot of very humble lessons had to be experienced by a very lost and sinful soul in order to be able to do with you what I’m doing today. I guess this is part of what I am being called to start sharing now. In an every day very real sense, how do all of these lessons come into play for us? How has the world imprisoned us and how have we allowed it to because we were either not taught or chose to disregard these lessons? What is God trying to teach us and do we even understand if it is God at all? And if God was real, where was He during some of the most difficult times in our lives? These are some of the questions I started to get placed in front of me by people I met on what seemed like a daily basis and ultimately within myself as well. Thank God He provided me a Spiritual Director who started counseling me at each stop sign I seemed to come across. Very early on for what seemed like a daily occurrence, God was placing me in circumstances with people who were just like me, lost and full of questions. It was funny, but God was using each of these circumstances to not only provide Holy Spirit driven answers to those who were searching for them, but also to strengthen me as I listened to what was coming out of my mouth that I knew did not come from me… I was just not that smart!
Daily this was happening, two to three times a day sometimes and for years I recorded them in journals to document the events. This did not just occur with the laity, it also happened with priests and religious from ALL denominations who seemed to have missed the mystical aspect of formation for some reason and who had such a desire for this part of their life and God was using our meeting to provide some support to them due to their seeking. Lets just say I started getting very good at prayer and listening because so many had questions I had NEVER thought of even considering in my life, but He always gave an answer – even if it was one they did not want to hear.
So my brothers and sisters, this was the beginning. There is much more as it has been 30 years of this teaching now. I am going to have to pray on what I should be sharing next and how to do the job I am being asked to do properly. I will be back soon, but I knew God wanted me to start somewhere, so this was it and I know it is already getting long. I will ask your continued prayers as I discern what He wants from all of this and I will return with some of His teachings and the story to go with each one. Until then… God Bless brothers and sisters!

PS. I am going to try and support this with a SoundCloud file as well with my own thoughts etc…

Hello my Brothers and Sisters, it has been a while (but wait – there’s more, message at the end)…

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Well guys, I am not even completely sure how to start this. I imagine for most of you, you would be led to believe I had stopped this work. Not exactly, but I can understand why some of you may think so as I have been absent from this for a while. However, I had to live through some experiences as well as discern and listen as to what direction God was pointing me and how He wanted me to continue working for Him in any capacity. I have traveled through much since I last published on this site, and that appears to be what He wishes me to tell you about.

Since 2009 – although my experiences with God began in 1995, I have Always written this blog as nothing other than a place to put a message I received and my two cents that went with it. I never really thought anything mattered other than the message, but this is something God has shown me is not the case with Him. As I walked my path the last several years, I consistently asked Him what He wanted me to do? Every time I asked this question He always replied with the same answer, “the story is the job”. Now this was a little confusing because I had no understanding of what it truly meant. However, after many years and many, many prayers, it appears He wants me to share the story of the walk and what it has been like to say “yes” to Him. I asked Him why my story would matter, and He told me that this was part of the mission. He wanted an example for others to see of someone in the world today who walks and talks with Him and is just an everyday person so that they could find Him in their own life and communicate the same way. He said I have brothers and sisters struggling out there who want to see that even one of His own, chosen as they may be, are going through the very same struggles. I can attest to you brothers and sisters as His disciple, every yes has come with a massive test, and of course a reward at the end, as it will for all of us. I guess He thinks the story of that struggle is important too. Important enough for me to somewhat change the format of this blog after so many years and to use it as a testimony not only of his message but also for a testimony of the walk that He has chosen to allow or send in order to get here.

So, I will keep this short and vow to you that although I do not know what I’m doing, I will do the best I can to share with you what He wants you to hear and to describe to you the process of each challenge. I will end it right now with, this brothers and sisters, I always wrote the message to you I received, and I had my own resolution to discuss with you in what I call, the black writing. The red writing always has been and always will be Him! This time what made this so strange for me is that I don’t have a resolution, I am currently walking through it and all I can do is share with you the aspects and the struggles of the test. I guess we can see the resolution together as it happens. But maybe that is the point of this whole part. To see Him in this world active and alive helping to solve our modern day difficulties in a world that has seemed to rely on the intellect and ego. I guess we will see.

I truly hope this ends up helping someone as we go, as I did not see the value in it or my story. I figured that no one would care, and they have their own busy lives to contend with. And more than that, it may not come with a message that people so earnestly seek to hear from Him. I pray that the intention of this work is brought to fruition and the purpose of it fulfills what He wants. So please bear with me brothers and sisters as you always have, as I start down this new path sharing both the messages and the journey. I wish you all well and I will be back soon to start discussing this. I have much prayer to do. Please pray for me as I continue to pray for you.

Note: I also think it’s very important that I tell you that I have asked God many times over these years about putting up a new message since the last one I posted was several years ago. Each time I asked Him He told me to leave it as it was. When I asked Him why, He said because of how important that particular message was. He said it was one of the most important things for us to know in this day and age, that we are trying to take our problems and solve them either without Him or without waiting for Him; He again mentions it in the message I received below regarding this. He said many of his children were suffering needlessly because of it and that He didn’t want that for us. He said He had enough testing and trials for us without adding in the unnecessary ones we refused to give Him or that we created on our own. He will use ALL for our good, but as a loving Father, He does not want to see any of kids suffer more than they are called to do for His purposes. I think that is a very important message for us to meditate on and to try and see where we may be getting in the way as well. More to come soon……. God bless brothers and sisters!

 

Posting Date: February 6, 2021

Message Date: January 22, 2025

Lord: My child be at peace, it is I your Lord and God and Father. All is well my son, you are just going through growing pains as I ask you to die to self once again. The only way for me to increase is by you decreasing. You have to step down so that the Holy Spirit can step up. This is done by denying yourself and trusting more that your God has you in the palm of His hand and He will let no harm come to you that would be  detrimental to your faith and growth in the spirit. I may allow what appears to be “harm” in your perception, when in reality it was needed for your own good. This may come via loss, possibly of friends or things you were accustomed to. Things that made up the “normal” as you know it in your life. But these things are necessary for you to be able to grow and become who I made you to be. This goes for all of my children. If you are going through a difficult time, ask me my children – it may be a test sent by me to increase what you lack. Either way come to me so I can shed light on what you should do. This is one of the reasons I left the last message up so long on your ministry blog. My children you must decide to trust and to allow me to handle everything for you. Total surrender is giving me absolute power. You decide my children, do you want me or you to solve your problems? Who can do a better job? I wait for you so that I can take charge. That is all my child, now go in peace and share the word I gave you. I love you my son, amen.

You will never solve your problems better than I could do…

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Hello my brothers and sisters, as usual I pray this finds you well. Let me start by saying Merry CHRISTmas!!!

I would have had this to you earlier but as usual when I have a great message to share with you, my electronics go berserk; so it was with this one last Thursday when I started this and attempted to post before going away for a few days. My entire message was prevented from posting and my microphone stopped working and kept typing the wrong words when it did. This means we are onto something threatening to the enemy my friends, so please pay attention to the message I received in adoration very carefully. I don’t know why but it seems our Lord’s direction for me has been to share with you His desire for our healing vs other content that He has shared through this platform before such as prophecy regarding our times etc. I do not to prophetically claim why that is, other than I can feel a side of our loving Father who wants His children free of the “unnecessary” pain of life when He knows that we get enough to handle without the past interfering. It kind of reminds me of Matthew 6: 25-34 because Jesus said that today had enough of its own evil or problems. I guess we don’t need to be creating more or carrying into today “yesterdays” problems and that may be what He is trying to help us resolve. This is definitely bigger than I am brothers and sisters and I hope I am helping in cooperating on my small part in this need. Please read the message and meditate on it over and over again. Please know one more thing; I am not complaining (because it wouldn’t do me any good anyway – just ask Job), but I want you to know why I am away from this for what sometimes may seem like a long delay in my posting. It is because just like Paul, much of what I share with you comes from God teaching me through not just listening, but what He calls “experiential understanding”. What this means in a nut shell is I get to travel through and experience exactly what I am teaching you about including the suffering so that He makes sure I understand it from your shoes the best I can. Believe me it is not fun and probably one of the parts of this job I like the least, but it does do what He intended it to do. There is nothing I share with you I do not go through myself. This process however does take some time to go through so I ask of you to be patient with me as I perform the task He has given me. Thank you my brothers and sisters in advance for your patience in this mission. God bless!

By the way I just received a text as I was typing this which happened to be a prayer and I think I am going to post it here after the message. I believe God wanted us to see and pray this.

Posting Date: December 27, 2021

Message Date: December 16, 2021

Lord: My child be at peace, it is I your Lord and God and Father. My son all is well, just like it was for the apostles and disciples of my son. Do you know how much better they would have done if they just quieted down and trusted me that all was well? I your Lord and God have all things in my hands at all times; all I desire from you is to continue to say your “yes” to me about everything. This is all you must do and then wait for my answer before you do anything else. This is the law at work and it is how things operate. Through calm and trust I can work my miracles in your lives. Be patient and let me act my children, for too many of you are pursuing your own goals based upon your broken belief systems which are faulty and racked with pain. It is where you operate from when you react and defend yourselves like you do. This is unnecessary. Only one can be in charge. Which one do you want handling your problems? Me or you? I am perfect, you are flawed in your thinking and your actions that have come from those thoughts. I ask you again, who do you want solving your problems and providing miraculous solutions to them? Your job is to just give them to me and walk away smiling, knowing I have this covered. Sounds so easy doesn’t it? That is because it is. The only thing stopping you is “you”. Your past pains and experiences have caused you to not trust anyone (in many cases) – including me. This is why you all need my healing, you’re all wounded and see things only through your own eyes. You will never solve your problems better than I can do. You or your ego will never create an answer that benefits so many at one time. Although you may choose one that causes just as much if not more pain. I do not have that effect, I am love and peace and everything that is good. You are fallen and on your own you are capable of much destruction due to where you make your decisions from. My servant Job had to learn the same thing. He had to realize how wrong his thinking was and I had to allow him to be brought low enough for him to discover it. Are you greater than he? Oh you of such pride. Can you not see what you are doing to yourself and others? That’s right, you can’t, but I can. So only listen to “my” voice and not your own. I know what needs to be done with each and every one of you to come to this place. Just like my servant Job, I love you enough to let it happen. That is all my son, now go and give this word; many, many have been waiting for it. I love you my son, amen.

 

The prayer I received in text while writing this. Can’t hurt to pray it and it came at a good time for me! Notice the part where it says to give us a double portion of “Your Mind” to take back all the devil has stolen. Once again a reference to our “minds/thoughts” and what a powerful arena that is for the devil to play in. I searched days ago for any unbiased scripture references as to where God asks us to pray for intelligence of the mind and I was surprised I think I found just the opposite. The link to that page is below; discern for yourself what the scriptures are trying to teach us.

https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Intelligence

The prayer text I spoke of is the following:

It is titled “One minute of powerful prayer” exactly as it appeared on my text. Thank you sister for sending this…

Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, bless me as I read this prayer. Specially bless the person who sent it to me. Over the spiritual doors in our life on this day. Save and release! Give us a double portion of your mind to take back all that the devil has stolen.

Emotional health, physical health, finances.

Relationships, children, employment, housing, marriage.

I cancel every conspiracy, every plan and strategy that the enemy has put in place against us, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

And I declare that…

Any weapon forged against us will be zero and without effect.

I declare life in every situation dead and I think you, father, because nothing is over until you have said it is over! Consequently, I prophetically declare in our lives and situations that…

Our families are blessed;
Our health is blessed;
Our marriages are blessed;
Our finances are blessed;
Our business is blessed;
Our jobs are blessed;
Our children are blessed;
Our little children are blessed;
Our parents are blessed;
Our family members are blessed;
Our ministries are blessed;
Our decisions are blessed;
Our debts are paid and canceled;
The desires of our hearts are on the way according to your perfect will and your plans for our lives.
In the name of Jesus Christ! Amen!

By the way if you made it this far good for you! I just wanted you all to know more work on the “Principles” and the “Cycle that must be broken” is coming soon!

 

 

Change your thoughts and you change your heart!!!!

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Hello brothers and sisters I hope as always you are doing well!
I must tell you how humbled and blown away I am by the fact that God exists outside of time. I love when He comes into our life and proves to us that He was there earlier teaching and healing us, we just didn’t recognize it at the time. To me, it is full of so much “hope” that He can do that. This piggybacks if you will the fact that He can access time anywhere in our past and heal it accordingly based on what we asked of Him. This is truly the expression of an awesome and loving God and shows us that even if we have messed up our past, or even possibly inherited one that was detrimental to us – God can and will heal it to allow us to be who He created us to be and to live in peace while we bear our cross. As I reviewed the writings today to see what He wanted me to share, this appears to be exactly what He did to me. I viewed a message that although received in August, I did not yet fully understand what it meant. I also found it very interesting that He asked me not to share it until I was told to do so; then after releasing the last three videos based on the power and implication of our “thoughts”, that He had me land on this and post it now – now that there “is” understanding as to what this means. Please pay close attention to what Jesus says about the type of healing that this is vs. a physical one; this kind takes “effort”. This is something I referenced in the videos about how to keep our house clean and filled. He says we must “receive” it for it to take full effect, even though He already sent it, it must still be “received” by us to take root. That is our part and our responsibility in this fight.

Brothers and sisters I know that I did an unprecedented thing by using this blog to promote those three videos recently, but the fact that my discernment told me how important this was to God and the emails and feedback I have received from you, have shown me by their own proof how powerful our “thoughts” are and how important it is that we start to get a hold of them and take them captive to Christ – they play such a critical role I never knew before. I have been doing this religiously every day and it is one of the most amazing feelings I’ve ever had; I “literally think differently” now. I pray that you are able to do the same, in fact I know you are! It is simply a matter of free will.
Listen to a message that I received in August of this year; please note that I am removing one line that is personal to me but it does not affect the message in any way. Listen to how our loving savior was telling us how important the “renewing of the mind” actually was and how He instructed us about our “thoughts” before those videos and my day with “Stan” ever came to be and CERTAINLY before I understood what this all meant. He says in the end, “change your thoughts and you change your heart”; this means that once again as we have now learned, this all begins in the “thoughts”. I pray this helps make sense of things for you and that you feel competent in applying this to your own life. Let’s all be on a mission together to take back our rights and regain everything the God wants for us. Until next time, God bless brothers and sisters and remember… take every thought captive to Christ!

Posting Date: November 2, 2021

Message Date: August 6, 2021

Lord: My child be at peace, it is I your Lord and God and Savior Jesus. My son I know your heart aches for what you are going through, I feel your pain just as you do. I did not bring you here to experience this, this is the fight of the evil one for your souls (line removed due to personal nature of comment). My son the process of the “renewal of the mind” takes effort. I can heal you, but then you have to put into practice what I sent. This is different from a physical healing because it involves so much of your will and desire to be changed from the way you think, act and feel now to a new way possibly radically different from what you have been used to, or more importantly “believed” to be true. Keep in mind this is no more difficult for me, but only for you. My son this type of healing can be permanent but your will must align with the healing. If it does, then a newness takes place inside of you and the old you passes away. This is a repetitious state of thought that you must practice until the healing has been received in full. Please understand I have heard every prayer and answered each one, but I cannot force someone to accept what I have done – this is up to them. By their faith they are healed. Continue praying that my healing will be accepted and that a new way of thought shall overtake the old. This will bring about the new heart of flesh you have prayed for. This is the way it works; change your thoughts and you change your heart. This is my desire for you. You may share this message when I make an opportunity to do so, until then do not. That is all my son, now go in peace continuing to pray for this outcome. I love you my son, amen.

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I have NEVER done this before!

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Disclaimer: This may appear to be about me… and that is because it is, it is “my story”. But it is also about “you” to the same degree as we all have one. You cannot escape that!

Also…

This is NOT a message as you may be used to here, but a lesson in freedom! I have never used this site for anything but to share those messages; which I will continue to do, but God has asked me to do this now! If you are here only for a message please stop reading now and tune into the next posting. If however, you are looking for a healing from God or you are doing all you can to improve or change your circumstances in life and feel like you climb uphill all the time no matter how much you pray – READ ON….

God has been working tirelessly with me for weeks; actually its years in the making only to start making sense now. As you are aware, on this site there have been the messages and the wisdom He has asked me to share, but there have also been the “Principles” He has asked me to teach you so that we could finally be free from the bondage we find ourselves in and to learn how to take back our rights from the enemy. Well, He seems to building off of that and to make it even more interesting, He seems to be focused on this idea of our “Healing” more than anything else. When He teaches me these things, I feel such a loving Father present. One that does not want His children suffering anymore than they have to – it is very compassionate when I experience this. Remember God is “Love” and “Love” is an emotion He gave us so it would make sense to feel that, right? Okay so here is what I am doing… I am attaching three YouTube links to this posting and that is all (I may do a commentary but I truly see that as redundant at this time). It is almost three hours of sharing and teaching what He has shown me regarding this. I advise you to get a journal and even a bible if you desire and follow along. He is going to teach us how the enemy gets to us but more importantly how we cooperate with it without even knowing it. He is also going to show us what all of this means and how to do something about these things that keep happening to us over and over again. I don’t know that I need to say more because, like I said it is almost three hours itself broken into three separate teachings; the title of the series is, “The Cycle that Must be Broken” and it contains links to the chart and documents I am teaching from; remember, we are not grading me on the punctuation etc, these are just my notes I created while learning this so I felt like I would share them too – feel free to make your own :-). I wish you all the best with it and PLEASE share your feedback as this was in response to many emails I received on this topic and prayer requests. May God bless all of you. Until next time…

PS. This information is so critically important to help us change this in our lives that I really want you to listen slowly and only digest as much as you can before continuing. It is a video, so pause it and replay or re-listen as many times as you need to until it makes sense to you. If you get stuck on a part, go back over it again. Write down whatever comes to your own mind about what is being shared and take it to Him. Also PLEASE do not forget to pray before, during and even after viewing this information so God can speak to your heart regarding the “truth” behind all of this. You will not regret it, I promise!

PSS. I must tell you that during the making of this information, I had more computer glitches and crashes than I have ever experienced working on anything for this site. Now, that is normal to a degree as I know red legs doesn’t like me sharing anything with you, but this was over the top! I literally had everything I wrote and created disappear and get deleted three separate times… that is when I knew we were onto something big! I even had the entire computer crash when attempting to upload the videos so take that as an example of one of the “Principles” I shared with you – “How to take apart a demonic attack”. Remember in that one, God said that the enemy will only come after that which threatens him, so…. I guess this is really good stuff!

Video One: “The Incident”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5inlejQ78g

Video Two: “The Cycle Explained”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mb3WsYR8Nyc

Video Three: “The Remedy”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvnZuJj5Kqo

Why would we do anything without Him?…

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Hello Brothers and Sisters, I hope you are all very blessed and having a great day!
This is now my second time writing this to you as my first one got completely deleted. Because of that I will focus harder on it as it now appears to be an even more important message. This message from our God seems to be expressing His desire to be inside every detail of our lives and to be a part of every issue good or bad. To be involved in every decision, big or small. You can hear in His voice the fact that He wants to be there, be included, and even ultimately to resolve our issues. We must remember that He created us for worship and conversation with Him. He created the heavens so that we can be among Him when we are finished our journey and calling here, He created the earth just to give us a place to live out our callings and to complete His will. Listen to our God as He explains both His willingness and desire to help as well as our ego driven and pride supported decision-making processes that we follow to do it ourselves. What foolish people we are? Who would you rather have get in the middle of your issues? Would you rather have us as flawed and wounded individuals who make decisions based on faulty belief systems and lies (remember we have ALL fallen short of the Glory of God), or would you rather have He who created heaven and earth and split the Red Sea with His breath? I don’t know about you, I am going to go for the second one EVERYTIME. Listen closely to what our God expresses to us about His desires and listen for where you may possibly be getting in the way of Him working in them. It is just like us humans to not follow His directions and complain about where we end up after. We have tried it our way, now let’s try it His.
I hope this speaks to some of you out there and that He can accomplish His will in and through you. I know He has done this in my life and I am absolutely sure He will do it in yours! Until next time brothers and sisters, may He bless you and solve all of your problems according to His greater good will and purpose. God bless.

Posting Date: October 14, 2021

Message Date: October 13, 2021

Lord: My child be at peace, it is I your Lord and God and Father along with my son Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the entire celestial court by my side. My son what I have just shown you this morning is a process or a roadmap if you will that I desire my children to know and more importantly to understand. My son so many of my children have fallen prey to their own ego and belief that due to their own abilities and/or intelligence that they are the best ones to solve their problems. Is that what my son taught you? Is that what the apostles who learned directly from Him or the disciples that He sent out into the world to do my will taught you? Ask yourself that question my children and then search the Scriptures for your answer. You will not find the answer you may be looking for in order to support your egos need for affirmation or to support that you are made to be that self-sufficient. You are taught to take it all to your God. This includes everything in your life, especially your thoughts; the place where the evil one conducts his best work and causes the most amount of damage in your actions toward yourself and others. Others I have placed in your lives for a reason possibly unknowns to you in the entirety of its purpose. He does this mostly by working through your fears. He then accesses another time in your life in your memories to prove to you that this must be a truth. This will then cause you to act on the fears as if they were a truth. My child you have taught on this before but it is such a tremendously important subject. My children, pray to me to understand this better. Your ministry, I myself put together, is to give them the tools that I have taught you (by “experiential understanding” as well as other ways of my choosing), so that they may learn to use them and to seek me in everything – every struggle as well as every joy. This will lead them out of the darkness if they so choose to use their gift of free will, freeing themselves from the bondage they are currently in. This will not be done on their own merit, for them it is impossible. It will be done by participation with me for with God all things are possible. Pass along to all who will listen, many once again are waiting for it. That is all my son, now go in peace and do that of which you are created to do… Teach. I love you my son, amen.

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He has started to reclaim His people and this world once again….

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Hello brothers and sisters, I hope you all doing well

This morning I sat in meditation for hours and I received much wisdom. I am always grateful when that happens, as it opens my eyes and my heart and my understanding as to who God is and what He seems to care about the most. He is always trying to teach us, He is always informing us of things that matter. Thank you Lord for doing that!

So my brothers and sisters even as I sat myself today reviewing my own messages on YouTube under a title of “Light of Mary” which one of you readers has informed me about. I was astonished to see that these messages mean so much to people and that someone even took it upon themselves to start broadcasting to more brothers and sisters than I had an ability to reach. Thank you “Light of Mary” for taking on the responsibility of that call. Every once in a while I get to broadcast some good news and I feel elated to do so. Today is one of those days. As I sat praying this morning into the early afternoon asking God what He wanted me to share today I was led to this message that I’m giving you now from June of 2020; once again He is outside of “time”. But in this message, God says to us that He is coming back to reclaim His people and this world once again. In my opinion… It’s about time! Only kidding, His timing is perfect. So please brothers and sisters read on and hear what our Father Has to say to us regarding the times that we live in. I will talk to you soon brothers and sisters, until then God bless!

Posting: September 14, 2021

Message Date: June 9, 2020

Lord: my child be at peace, it is I your Lord and God and Father. My son I have started to reclaim my people and this world once again. This is the reason for the escalation of violence that has taken over your country. A country blessed by me and chosen among all of them to protect the truth and to be a teacher to anyone who would listen. The evil one is behind all of the violence. He has stirred up a rebellious people to cause harm and to mitigate the good messages my children are trying to convey. My son the world has a decision to make; does it want to choose me and bring peace to society or do they wish to choose revenge and hatred for one another? The choice is theirs, but either way there is a determined time for me to reclaim all that is mine. That time is upon you, do not be surprised at what you see for the evil one is fighting with all that he can to stop my plan. At this time I am once again blowing my spirit across the world to wake up mankind and for them to feel a need to repent for their sins and to change their lives. Once again the choice is up to them. I placed before you life and death my children; to whatever you reach I will give to you, even if that means I give you up to the desires of the flesh for your last chance at salvation. My child tell my children that my Son Jesus stands as mediator between the judge and that they need to call on Him for His forgiveness and His mercy. That is all my son, now go and get some sleep. I love you, amen.

 

By the way as promised in the last message, here is an audio file on my comments about it as well as an audio clip for today’s message.

 

 

My experience with Covid and what I learned from Jesus…

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Hello my brothers and sisters, I hope you’re all having a blessed day!
I was not planning on posting about Covid whatsoever, when I spent time in prayer today asking our Lord what He wanted me to write about and share? Then I realized that an avid viewer and listener to this blog had written me on the very same topic and I came across this message almost simultaneously.
I am going to start by telling you that I know this is a very sensitive subject, especially for those of whom have lost a loved one to this virus. I do not mean to offend anyone and my prayers are with you and your family for anything to anyone is going through due to it. I am simply trying to be obedient as always in sharing what God gives me for you. I also in this instance have personal experience, as it was my journey in my time with the virus that He is referring to. You will notice that He mentions the “doctors” and the “medicines”. Please do not confuse that with a “vaccine”; He was not referring to a vaccine but instead He was referring to good hydration and the I.V. treatments I had to receive. So please bear with me as I share the message I received and do the best you can regardless of your political belief systems to listen to the points that God is making on this; His point is clear.. He is our answer. I pray the Holy Spirit enlightens you and inspires you with His word. Until next time my brothers and sisters, God bless!

PS. I will be recording a SoundCloud file to explain some of my experience with this… stay tuned.

Posting: August 25, 2021

Message Date: June 17, 2021

Lord: Yes my son, write this down.
It is I your Lord and God and Savior Jesus. My child you have just been through a devastating illness; one that left you completely hopeless in your physical state of being. But I was there with you the entire time – I never left your side, not for one moment. My child in your total lack of dependency on yourself or even on mankind to help you, who did you call out to? Yes my child it was to me. Even when the darkness appeared so very dark, even when you thought you wouldn’t take another breath here, you cried out to me. I heard you and answered you through the doctors I sent you to and the medicines they provided, but I especially answered you in the midst of your physical despair. This is where by you calling out to me and asking that I rebuke the illness and fever, that you took my yoke upon you and my burden instead of yours. This is where you got the strength and energy to get up and get going. Even though you may have thought it was your last day, I knew the truth and I knew and know all that you have left here to do before that day you will be joining me in paradise. All you have to do is complete the work I have for you first. My child do not be afraid of the evil one or of any of his attacks, for I have defeated anything he could throw at you; this illness should be a prime example of this. Tell all of my children what you have been through and to repeat what you have done in calling out to me. They are not in charge and are not capable of taking care of things as I will do for all of you. Take upon you my yoke and learn from me for I am meek and humble of heart and my yoke is easy and my burden light. That is all my son, now go and share what you have learned from this with your brethren, they are once again waiting on my words. I love you my son, amen.