2025 ended!

but my palimpsest week did not end yet! yet we have friday and i have a solid chance to close the week in positive. as i promised myself to cover all my losses in the last week of 2025, now, in january 1 2026, i encounter a breakeven once again, missing two great opportunity during the week. i could actually sit nicely on a solid profit by now, but lack of exprience and freshness of my system all cultivated in a gangly management of my account. my problem is the time, since i am seeing most of the time the breakeven balance on my account. although i trade with confidence and i trust the essence of my skill, but it is hard for me to manage more than 10 charts and 2–3 accounts all at the same time. usually after a busy day i feel exhausted and even though no stress — no distress mood is well established throughout my mind and soul, i still feel my brain in pain. biologically, i think our brain has not been designed for consistent calculation in different field and time constraint is another element in this regard that makes it even harder. i used to be a one chart trader, but i felt boredom and decided to alleviate my aching boredom with this new system in which i can find multiple opportunity with an excellent exit system that allows me put off my old fisher man style and wind up more active during the day. i still give the main weight to my bread and butter setups on pivots and enter with 2 percent risk when they turn up. my new setups are allowed 1 percent risk, and when i am in loss for more than 2 percent i enter with half of my usual risk for any setup. there are also setups with 1.5 percent risk when i want to enter the order flow. these setups are all carved out during the summer and i am entering my second year of trading. with 4700$ positive in the autumn, i have yet to get paid by my prop firm and i hope as a newby i reach the point of relief as soon as possible. Amen.