Apiary

by Gingerbee

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ДХР I like the instruments Favorite track: Pinhole Blanket Sun.
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aaiivvee I listen to the entire EP at least once a week at most once a day. The amount of happiness that it just automatically reveals that I had no idea was there is insane. I am happy I get to share the happiness this album has brought to me with the world I live in. I am a bear buzz buzz buzz Favorite track: Pinhole Blanket Sun.
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fishiee_ listened while driving to a banquet i was very late for. the sky was a soft earl grey above the saturated verdant roadsides- these melodies amplified its beauty. mint sunlight behind my eyes ^_^
this album is a treat for the senses! honey, rain, homey yellow lights, teacakes, & resilience crossed my mind. the toplines emanate both chaos and breeziness in a way that, rather than clashing, is beautifully interwoven in a way i think reflects life's broken beauty. read "The Thing Is" by Ellen Bass Favorite track: Say the Rest.
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1.
Petal Dance 03:42
you cry while im passing out turn around and ask
“did you ever really care?” We sit there arms crossed falling asleep alone again And what would I do without you?
know im waiting for your answer Cause Honey you’re All I’ve wanted Dont you know I’m fallin for you So Will that be enough?? Will you take me as I am? Cause I only want To know if I’m your friend We sit there arms crossed Falling asleep alone again Daikirai until I’m let go I’ll be your lonely rolling star wincing until our orbits draw near I know it’s my chain to break, and l’m not strong enough For now the sky will scream “I still love you”. Ate condenado a morte serei Meu amor And say that i’ll never be yours And that will hold me through the night Ate condenado a morte serei Meu amor you cry while im passing out turn around and ask
“did I ever really care?” We sit there arms crossed falling asleep alone again All i can think Is you deserve more than this
2.
Weak laughter and the shake of our hands I’d crawl back, be your new bent stem Or if you’d like, a needle’s end, I’ll wince while you tear through I want to wilt with you until Our hearts break, pirouette, and blight Wildflowers weep porcelain rain For the sun’s silken rays of light 'Till these feelings all wear off (Resplend) Cut the stem, scream and run (A hazy bloom) Then what will hold me through the night (Resplend) Only one, my satellite (A hazy bloom) So hold me close my darlin' I’m melting into pieces The same familiar sequence Quiet in your arms Every season, miss you more than you could know I'm for you, I'm for you Frayed wings of silken starlight Pirouette around my tired eyes The afterglow of our love Polaroids, pinhole blanket sun 'Till these feelings all wear off (Resplend) Cut the stem, scream and run (A hazy bloom) Then what will hold me through the night (Resplend) Only one, my satellite (A hazy bloom)
3.
When I wake up holding you
, feels like I was born to do this And all my thoughts just fall apart into “God I really love him” And I hold you as
 if you could break in my hands Feeling like children again A restless haze comes every night Same five thoughts loop in my mind To wake up clean, boiled, and sweet And I’ll scrape through a while (while all I think is you) And run home every night (if you wanted to) Even though life gets me down I know I'll sing sleep and dream about loving you Even though life gets me down Even though life gets me down I'll sleep, I'll dream about you Now with eyes unclouded Feeling lumps, soil, and nothing I’ll be for you I can feel you sob through the mattress Trying hard to keep quiet To not wake me up With our backs to the blanket Stars, our skies, a comet I love you so much
4.
Say the Rest 03:14
Fragile smile, tired and sweet Breaking in my hands Hearts entwined, budding like young leaves Juvenescent, fleeting I know it hurts to see me run in place, "No, it'll never feel the same." So for now, I'll wait Every time I'm in new arms scared of how I can hurt them All I’ve ever known Comes closing in like you always said it would, no how sad, how I said "I hope you never change"
5.
E toda hora alguma coisa me lembra de ti (Every hour, something reminds me of you) A sorrir o sol aperta Sai saudade (Smiling, the sun presses down this longing shows itself) Cut the stem Dim the light Frayed hearts Fragile stars Lagrimas de procelana e cai otra vez taõ so taõ so taõ so (Corra e olha o céu que o sol vem trazer) sem ninguem e nao ficar taõ so (again, it falls, alone, run and watch the sky, the sky that the sun brings alone, to not be alone) Two comets chained together Porcelain dreams, broken mirrors An overgrown cornfield A red striped shining lighthouse In a snowed in apartment Boiled, clean and sweet Feeling like children again
6.
Honey 05:27
I turned into the sun yesterday And I want to feel like this for a long time And love comes again
 stronger than the last time
 It wraps me up and lays me to rest It’s all I can feel in the dark 
I hear your voice I'm safe And with more fear than ever before We are two smiling faces
 I’m yours I’m yours Well I turned into the sun yesterday And I want to feel like this forever
 And I know I will I will I’m yours I’m yours

about

the fakest and gayest emo music ever made

Recorded in 11 cities from July 2021 - July 2025

This record was made using the same “internet band” process as Our Skies Smile, with parts being recorded individually and compiled into one project file. We spent countless nights screen-sharing our DAWs on Discord, deliberating the details.

Thank you to everyone who has supported us along our journey as a ridiculous multinational maximalist internet emo screamo jazz band. Everyone who played a show with us, housed us, helped us with booking, and came out to dance and cry at our shows has made these past three years so meaningful.

Gustavo would like to thank Jordan BSDJ for starting it all, the lovely people in lobsterfight, godfuck, and YAAMC for continually inspiring and uplifting our endeavors, and my loved ones who have endured me ranting about this record for the past few years: Gabe, Clementine, Abe, Jaso, Emma, Owen, Xander, Carter, Reed, Carol, Mae, Pai, Lyn, and Alex.

Melody would like to thank Cassandra, Lea, Lily, Care, Jordan, Nate, Cecil, Majd, Madeline, Kaylyn, Ren, Ina, Lyn, Willow, Char, Marc, Emma M, Kat, Navya, Ben, Iker, and Ashley.

Nick G. would like to thank My mudda, my mudda's mudda, sierra <3, treyceratops, raullita, baba boey, nico, bryan, alex, fab, ben, maliki, lauren, god complex, freak nation for supporting abd being apart of my musical journey
Mrs, Espinosa, Mrs. Gonzalez, Mr Peters, Dr. Cherry for giving me the most fulfilling violin journey i could've ever imagined
upnow!, Godfuck, Hotstuff Productions, Grimlitter, milkcrate merch, bsdj, vs self, catalyst for welcoming me into the screamo scene with open arms
And the original Gingerbee lineup for taking a chance on me as a violinist, musician, and person.

James would like to thank Rachel, David, and Sam.

Dani would like to thank Lyn, Peyton, Jordan, and Jerma985

credits

released August 1, 2025

Recorded, produced, and mixed by Gingerbee
Mastered by Cash
Cover art by Leah Schram
Recorded July 2021 - June 2025
Drums recorded at Victory Drive Music Inc. by Jono Grant

Melody Sohani - live drums, synths, clean vocals, electric guitar (2), sampling

Dani Giguere - lyrics, screamed vocals, accordion, tambourine, acoustic guitar (2)

Gustavo Nome - electric guitar, acoustic guitar, classical guitar, cavaquinho, bass, lyrics, clean vocals, synths, keyboard, upright piano, electric piano, melodica, percussion, miku otamatone, slide whistle, percussion (cuíca, clave, bongos, tambourine, triangle, tamborim, pandeiro, agogo bells, egg shaker, cowbell, 40-inch gong, glockenspiel)

James Witte-Cook - alto sax, tenor sax, soprano sax, flute, clarinet, bass clarinet, electric guitar, backing vocals

Nicholas Garza - violin, electric violin

This project would not have been possible without the help of:

Leah Schram - cover art

Jacob West (Summer 2000) - cello on tracks (1,3,4,5,6)

Matijs Dijkgraaf - upright bass on tracks (1,3,4,5,6), backing vocals on the chorus of track 3

Julian Lewis - upright piano on tracks (1,4,5,6), electric piano on tracks (4,5), percussion on track 1 (wood blocks, timbale, cowbell, glockenspiel, bongos, marimba), percussion on track 6 (timpani, glockenspiel)

Joy Wratten - trumpet on tracks (1,5)

Tilley Komorny (Home is Where)- slide guitar on tracks (3,5,6)

Cash - Mastering

Maria Cristina and Faruk Nome - backing vocals on track 1

Carolina Diamantaras - intro backing vocals on track 4

Clementine Teare - backing vocals on the chorus of track 3

Alex (drug bug/WillyRodriguez) - chorus lyrics and chords on track 3

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Gingerbee

Gingerbee is an internet band composed of:
Melody Sohani (Toronto)
Dani Giguere (SC)
Gustavo Nome (CA/Brazil)
James Witte-Cook (IL)
Nicholas Garza (TX)

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