1. |
Finally
00:54
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Before we start some more songs, daddy, I'm just going to say that there will be a few that aren't really going to be on the album but are so pretty that just have to get on this tape, ok? So the one I'm just about to play, it's called
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2. |
Come to Bed
04:11
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What are the things that you'll wish you had done on your deathbed?
What is the mark you must leave that would bleed if it's not said?
Come to bed
Feed the earth instead
What are the things that you'll wish you had done on your deathbed?
What is the spark you must breathe that would bleed if it's not left?
Come to bed
Feel the earth instead
Come to bed
Feed the earth instead
Picture yourself at the end but you took it for granted
What does this all really mean if you can't reinvent it?
Come to bed
Anything's better than catching it after it landed
If gravity holds you then ghosts of you can if you let them
Come to bed
Feed the earth instead
Come to bed
Feed the earth instead
Will you come to play?
Leave your legacy
If it's not too late
Fill the earth with it
(come to bed)
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3. |
Calling Me Back In
04:46
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They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
I said never again
But they're calling me back in
Show your shiny skin
Steal the light within
Fuel your engine
With my thriving shame
Tempt me with your tongue
Rage until you've won
Fuse your anguish
With what I have done
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back
I will not forget
And I will not forget
How it messed with my head
Won't fall into your web
I said never again
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
I will not forget
How it messed with my head
Won't fall into your web
I said never again
But they're calling me back in
Cast your magic spell
And pull us into hell
It's not for me
It's all for you
Keeps your story true
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back
I will not forget
And I will not forget
How it messed with my head
Won't fly into your web
I said never again
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
I will not forget
How it messed with my head
Won't fly into your web
I said never again
But they're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
I will not forget
And I will not forget
And I will not forget
And I will not forget
How I failed to protect
I said never again
They're calling me back in
They're calling me back in
I said never again
But they're calling me back in
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4. |
Like a Fire
04:01
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Reasons
Our rocks at the bottom
You probably don't even want 'em
Damage
That can't be forgotten
Lies that I sold 'cause I bought them
But not you too
But not you too,
I couldn't make you move
But not you too
But not you too,
I didn't think you would
Like a fire
Home
Like a fire
My reasons
Skipping across open waters
Carries the weight of a daughter
But not you too
But not you too
I couldn't make you move
But not you too
But not you too
I didn't think you would
But not you too
I couldn't make you move
Like a fire
Home
Like a fire
Oh
Feels like fire
Home
Like a fire
Oh
Holding tighter
Oh
By the fire
Oh
Like a fire
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5. |
Your God
04:55
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Remember your center forms endlessly
(Remember your center anchored in me)
What matters and anchors you in meaning
(You matter and nothing has true meaning)
I'll dance with your doubt
Cradled in my mouth
Choke all of your weapons with harmony
If I was your god I'd beat the walls down
I'd climb in your bones and show you I found
Whatever you lost
If I was your god
I know you've been trying so desperately
Can't push it off of you so easily
Inside you it lies to protect (defend) your peace
This (lush) world (love) is all around you
But you can't see
If I was your god I'd pull the heat down
I'd climb in your wounds and clear the words out
No matter the cost
If I was your god
Remember I'll enter you carefully
(Remember your center anchored in me)
Without me I know you will always be
If I was your god I'd make you real now
I'd swallow you whole and show you who you are
I'd love all your worst parts
If I was your god
If I was your god I'd let the grief drown
Inside of your soul and show you I found
It wasn't your fault
Could I be your god?
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6. |
Meant To
03:30
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I am meant to be
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7. |
Belitany
03:58
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I will be here
I will be scared
I will be strong
I will be yours
I will be theirs
I will be lies
I will be spine
I will be real
I will be
I will be mine
I will be dreams
I will be death
I will be small
I will be chained
I will be breath
I will be light
I will be truth
I will be old
I will be fake
I will be youth
I will be seen
I will be song
I will be right
I will be left
I will be raw
I will be green
I will be sought
I will be sick
I will be prey
I will be caught
I will be lost
I will be crude
I will be found
I will be moved
I will be last
I will be hurt
I will be next
I will be vast
I will be first
I will be sex
I will be shrewd
I will be tongue
I will be spit
I will be chewed
I will be weak
I will be life
I will be soft
I will be dark
I will be wise
I will be need
I will be stone
I will be still
I will be reaped
I will be sown
I will be love
I will be bare
I will be there
I will be there
I will be there
I will be loud
I will be soul
I will be flesh
I will be whole
I will be
I will be here
I will be scared
I will be strong
I will be yours
I will be theirs
I will be here
I will be scared
I will be strong
I will be yours
I will be theirs
I will be here
I will be blame
I will be strung
I will be called
I will be named
I will be alive
I will be here
I will be here
I will be here
I will be here
I will be wound
I will be hard
I will be wrong
I will be smile
I will be heart
I will be future
I will be clear
I will be mind
I will be now
I will be fear
I will be one
I will be new
I will begin
I will be
I will be you
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8. |
Silver Screening
05:12
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Can it be real?
I only know you fading out of view
Cut it apart
Savor the few moments we felt true
Sun in her hair
When it was all new
A future promised to
Now it's lost
I only know you fading out of view
Playing our parts
Playing our hearts
Make believing
Silver screening
Desperate dreaming
Forced revealing
You can't see we're
Silver screening
Can it be real?
I only know you fading out of view
Coming apart
Sever the few moments we felt true
Sun and stone
When it was all new
Pink and yellow hues
Now it’s gone
I only know you fading out of view
Playing our parts
Playing our hearts
Make believing
Silver screening
Desperate dreaming
Forced rehealing
You can’t see we’re
Silver screening
Playing my part
Playing your heart
Make believing
Silver screening
Inner screaming
Force revealing
You can’t see we’re
Silver screening
(We didn’t even know how wrong we were
The light is getting low and you’re a blur
Hey, hey
They always say “you did the best you could”
But if they really knew, don’t think they would
Hey, hey)
Playing your part
Playing my heart
Fake believing
Silver screening
Desperate dreaming
Final season
You can’t see we’re
Silver screening
(We didn’t even know how wrong we were
The shutter’s rolling slow and you’re a blur
Hey, hey
They always say I did the best I could
But if they really knew, I doubt they would
Hey, hey)
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9. |
Big Womb
05:34
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ixi Austin, Texas
ixi is an American producer, songwriter, singer, pianist, and educator. She graduated with a BA with honors in music composition from Denison University and received the Elliot D. Borishansky award for most outstanding senior composer. She studies the emotional impact of musical compositions, arrangements, and production choices on YouTube, specializing in NIN. ... more
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