decca

by ixi

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1.
Finally 00:54
Before we start some more songs, daddy, I'm just going to say that there will be a few that aren't really going to be on the album but are so pretty that just have to get on this tape, ok? So the one I'm just about to play, it's called
2.
Come to Bed 04:11
What are the things that you'll wish you had done on your deathbed? What is the mark you must leave that would bleed if it's not said? Come to bed Feed the earth instead What are the things that you'll wish you had done on your deathbed? What is the spark you must breathe that would bleed if it's not left? Come to bed Feel the earth instead Come to bed Feed the earth instead Picture yourself at the end but you took it for granted What does this all really mean if you can't reinvent it? Come to bed Anything's better than catching it after it landed If gravity holds you then ghosts of you can if you let them Come to bed Feed the earth instead Come to bed Feed the earth instead Will you come to play? Leave your legacy If it's not too late Fill the earth with it (come to bed)
3.
They're calling me back in They're calling me back in I said never again But they're calling me back in Show your shiny skin Steal the light within Fuel your engine With my thriving shame Tempt me with your tongue Rage until you've won Fuse your anguish With what I have done They're calling me back in They're calling me back in They're calling me back I will not forget And I will not forget How it messed with my head Won't fall into your web I said never again They're calling me back in They're calling me back in I will not forget How it messed with my head Won't fall into your web I said never again But they're calling me back in Cast your magic spell And pull us into hell It's not for me It's all for you Keeps your story true They're calling me back in They're calling me back in They're calling me back I will not forget And I will not forget How it messed with my head Won't fly into your web I said never again They're calling me back in They're calling me back in I will not forget How it messed with my head Won't fly into your web I said never again But they're calling me back in They're calling me back in They're calling me back in I will not forget And I will not forget And I will not forget And I will not forget How I failed to protect I said never again They're calling me back in They're calling me back in I said never again But they're calling me back in
4.
Like a Fire 04:01
Reasons Our rocks at the bottom You probably don't even want 'em Damage That can't be forgotten Lies that I sold 'cause I bought them But not you too But not you too, I couldn't make you move But not you too But not you too, I didn't think you would Like a fire Home Like a fire My reasons Skipping across open waters Carries the weight of a daughter But not you too But not you too I couldn't make you move But not you too But not you too I didn't think you would But not you too I couldn't make you move Like a fire Home Like a fire Oh Feels like fire Home Like a fire Oh Holding tighter Oh By the fire Oh Like a fire
5.
Your God 04:55
Remember your center forms endlessly (Remember your center anchored in me) What matters and anchors you in meaning (You matter and nothing has true meaning) I'll dance with your doubt Cradled in my mouth Choke all of your weapons with harmony If I was your god I'd beat the walls down I'd climb in your bones and show you I found Whatever you lost If I was your god I know you've been trying so desperately Can't push it off of you so easily Inside you it lies to protect (defend) your peace This (lush) world (love) is all around you But you can't see If I was your god I'd pull the heat down I'd climb in your wounds and clear the words out No matter the cost If I was your god Remember I'll enter you carefully (Remember your center anchored in me) Without me I know you will always be If I was your god I'd make you real now I'd swallow you whole and show you who you are I'd love all your worst parts If I was your god If I was your god I'd let the grief drown Inside of your soul and show you I found It wasn't your fault Could I be your god?
6.
Meant To 03:30
I am meant to be
7.
Belitany 03:58
I will be here I will be scared I will be strong I will be yours I will be theirs I will be lies I will be spine I will be real I will be I will be mine I will be dreams I will be death I will be small I will be chained I will be breath I will be light I will be truth I will be old I will be fake I will be youth I will be seen I will be song I will be right I will be left I will be raw I will be green I will be sought I will be sick I will be prey I will be caught I will be lost I will be crude I will be found I will be moved I will be last I will be hurt I will be next I will be vast I will be first I will be sex I will be shrewd I will be tongue I will be spit I will be chewed I will be weak I will be life I will be soft I will be dark I will be wise I will be need I will be stone I will be still I will be reaped I will be sown I will be love I will be bare I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be loud I will be soul I will be flesh I will be whole I will be I will be here I will be scared I will be strong I will be yours I will be theirs I will be here I will be scared I will be strong I will be yours I will be theirs I will be here I will be blame I will be strung I will be called I will be named I will be alive I will be here I will be here I will be here I will be here I will be wound I will be hard I will be wrong I will be smile I will be heart I will be future I will be clear I will be mind I will be now I will be fear I will be one I will be new I will begin I will be I will be you
8.
Can it be real? I only know you fading out of view Cut it apart Savor the few moments we felt true Sun in her hair When it was all new A future promised to Now it's lost I only know you fading out of view Playing our parts Playing our hearts Make believing Silver screening Desperate dreaming Forced revealing You can't see we're Silver screening Can it be real? I only know you fading out of view Coming apart Sever the few moments we felt true Sun and stone When it was all new Pink and yellow hues Now it’s gone I only know you fading out of view Playing our parts Playing our hearts Make believing Silver screening Desperate dreaming Forced rehealing You can’t see we’re Silver screening Playing my part Playing your heart Make believing Silver screening Inner screaming Force revealing You can’t see we’re Silver screening (We didn’t even know how wrong we were The light is getting low and you’re a blur Hey, hey They always say “you did the best you could” But if they really knew, don’t think they would Hey, hey) Playing your part Playing my heart Fake believing Silver screening Desperate dreaming Final season You can’t see we’re Silver screening (We didn’t even know how wrong we were The shutter’s rolling slow and you’re a blur Hey, hey They always say I did the best I could But if they really knew, I doubt they would Hey, hey)
9.
Big Womb 05:34

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This album is one of the things I must leave that would bleed if it's not said.

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released March 7, 2025

ALBUM CREDITS:
Written, performed, arranged, and produced by ixi

Sample on "Finally" from personal cassette tape dated 1993
Guitar on "Silver Screening" written and performed by wolmar
Strings on "Silver Screening" performed by Maya Gordon and written and programmed by ixi

Mixed by Taylor J Webb // Chromatic Mixing & Mastering, except "Finally" and "Big Womb" mixed by ixi
Mastered by Shawn Hatfield // Audible Oddities

Bonus tracks mixed by ixi and Taylor J Webb, and mastered by Shawn Hatfield

Photography by Ava Bergen
Styling by Elena Cortez-Neavel
Makeup by Lainie Garcia
Hair by Jules Purcell
Mushroom prop by Laura Totten

Special thanks to:
Reppy Andrews, John Kirkilis, Bresley, Stephanie and Tom Favia, John Molyneux, Paul Lancashire, Chris Blume, Rodrigo Tello, A.J. Adeleye, Jonathan Hill, Tim Thraves, Darius McCaskey, Jimmy Cuadra, Chris Egert, Cattie, benr, John, Bradley Peters, and Chris Johnson.
Thanks to my friends, Kickstarter backers, Patrons, the Flat Sixies group, and my YouTube subscribers. You all gave me the confidence to Finally do this.

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ixi Austin, Texas

ixi is an American producer, songwriter, singer, pianist, and educator. She graduated with a BA with honors in music composition from Denison University and received the Elliot D. Borishansky award for most outstanding senior composer. She studies the emotional impact of musical compositions, arrangements, and production choices on YouTube, specializing in NIN. ... more

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