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The Big Splash

by Madska

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1.
Sleepyhead 02:39
Wake up go back to bed Close the curtain Withdraw instead Recovering sleepyhead The night fills me with terror The days with dread But I'm not really trying I hide my face Prefer the quiet Been this way since My first memory Look away look right at me What I want is so deceiving Cause I am way too young for this Blur a boundary fall in the abyss It sucked me right in But part of me is glad it did It's a black hole but a blank canvas Cause I am way to young for this yeah I should learn a different language yeah I should become someone else Develop a sense of self Cause I am way to young for this yeah Body aches like I'm ancient yeah I should become someone else Develop a sense of self Cause I am way too young for this Blur a boundary fall in the abyss It sucked me right in But part of me is glad it did It's a black hole but a blank canvas
2.
Townie 04:08
I'm moving back to my College town where no one Is gonna recognize me I'm too old now I know you're graduating And part of me is starved To see your face At the Hannafords I know it's quite unlikely For our paths to cross When they once so naturally Overlapped a lot I never really thought That phone call Would be the last time we talked Now I'm just a townie Writing songs About trains from Poughkeepsie You'll move on somewhere To make a living In a bigger city No I'm not retrogressing But every time I walk by That old movie theater I am caught by surprise And I wonder how much time In between Since they've changed the sign It's not empty There's a dive bar inside Order anything Get hit on for the same price Yeah it's lacking atmosphere There's way worse things Then friendly cashiers Now I'm just a townie Writing songs About trains from Poughkeepsie You'll move on somewhere To make a living In a bigger city There's so much in my reach This is more than a retreat From corridors and skyscrapers and busy streets There's so much I'm seeking I'll find it on some mountain peak Clinging to that feeling of belonging Cause now I'm just a townie Now I'm just a townie Writing songs About trains from Poughkeepsie You'll move on somewhere To make a living Now I'm just a townie Walking along the bays of Tivoli The river carving out across the valley Seamlessly
3.
Goonies 03:45
Color coded boredom Walking home from school Cut through the goonies Makes you feel cool It's a state of mind An escape act When you feel like No one understands Bring me back to the pavement Streets lined with ivy and gas lamps We do the very best that we can You're more than dramatic You've got a lot going on Your parents they do that thing Where they promise They won't fuck you up And they mostly don't Except now and then When they talk you like You're their friend Bring me back to the pavement Streets lined with ivy and gas lamps We do the very best that we can Take it for granted You're not still a little kid Can't shut it out again It all comes flooding in The green of suburban Adolescence Bring me back to the pavement Streets lined with ivy and gas lamps We do the very best that we can Bring me back to the pavement Streets lined with ivy and gas lamps We do the very best that we can In our circumstances
4.
Retirement 03:36
I don't wanna be sick To my stomach Every time I think I see your car Drive past with the windows down The AC on Blowing your hair wild Cause it smells like Your dad's old cigars That thing needs to be retired It's blowing fumes And it's a hundred thousand miles past due Put on your tie and suit To say adieu We've got a funeral to get to Farewells aren't my best attribute I don't wanna forget When we first met It's funny to think who we were back then You were drinking for two alone To fill your soul With something you can't pay for I guess offered you a little more I need an insurance plan A security deposit Lock and key just where we found it Bittersweet safe in our pockets I don't need a grandstand Gestures that lack a meaning Maybe it's cause I'm a cynic I want a return policy Give me an estimated lifespan An ending that won't creep in Not sure where this one began Or if it's still beginning Who's got liability If you walk away from me You know that I'll take my chances But there no guarantee I don't wanna regret The things unsaid I don't wanna hold back
5.
Buried under pillows Piled high as towers And I'd wait To feel the weight Under every cushion I could spend the hours What a game We would play When did I learn to take The big splash Unafraid of what may Happen next
6.
Beige Paint 05:57
I'm afraid of everything A particle invisible I guess I should Count my blessings I'm lucky to have These four walls They keep me safe But I've learned to hate Beige paint There must be something I could trade Without taking away What I've gained Snow fall like a blanket Cover me up I can take it Hate to break it We don't make it To the other side Safe Everything feels so alien The sky above, my own skin Can't recognize my only friend But in the mirror She takes my hand Scared to be alone again Tunnel vision Setting in I'm my own worst weapon Wish I could Cease and desist Snow fall From my window This isn't living It's survival Of the fittest Wish for a witness But he's a no show Offering false deliverance No I'm not a pessimist Or the least little bit depressed I just can't quite get a grip Of all of me that's left Wish I was invincible Instead I'm scared of my own shadow But there's so much comfort In illusions of control So I watch the snow melt In the distance Waking up to Something different It doesn't feel good No not quite yet But I know that Every moment passes
7.
Work Ethic 02:01
When the doctor took my pulse he said "I can't feel anything" It's slightly concerning But your heart it barely beats I went and shook my head and said In the grand scheme of things I'm not the walking dead I'm alive as you can see He asked what have I been eating Lots of leafy greens? Your cells are have work ethic But perhaps you're not trying To realize your full potential You might as well be buried now If you don't do what you came here for You're better off deep in the ground And then it becomes a matter of All the people you let down So you're stuck in that in between Rocks and stones weighing you down In that cavern between your shoulders Where that beating thing should be found I know there's way more deep inside you But it's no use to bring it out
8.
Carpet on a wood floor Was the ceiling this close before Lying side by side by the closet door We listened to the shallow sounds Of our own breath inhale and out And I confess I've never been so happy Even now I don't believe in chance encounters You and I were meant To be together It was already planned I always knew this day would come Seven does not add up to one Now I'm faced with what I have always known Your time might be up but I have more to go I don't believe in chance encounters You and I were meant To be together It was already planned Even then So I'll write a song For all the dead dogs I've ever met And when it's time for me They'll make room right beside them And I don't believe in chance encounters You and I were meant To be together It was already planned And every thought that crossed my mind I knew he heard it in his own head Even then
9.
You used to sing my name Like Madaluska Llama You are the little baby girl The one we tried so hard for Now I can be your mama And you'll be in our arms forever more Daddy would say Back when I was your age We'd play outside until the end of day And at night all we'd need Was a mattress and a frame To build an anti-gravity machine They'll say you're going places We'd always dreamed you'd go Don't need galaxies and spaceships You have all you need to make it home And now I'm lying wide awake I know I shouldn't be up this late I wish I could hear you say Your eyes don't have to fight your brain Somethings definitely change Others may stay the same like We're not going anywhere We're not going anywhere We're not going anywhere We're not going anywhere We're not going anywhere We're not going anywhere Anywhere
10.
Blue Light 03:12
I keep thinking there's meaning In those littlest things The world is quickly shrinking Right in front of me I'm not one for believing In all the things unseen But wouldn't it be so easy To blame it on the galaxies We've fallen in love with that blue light We ache for connection But confuse it with wifi We hide behind blank screens To prove our love with likes Our hearts filled to the brim with gigabytes Focused on not repeating What has made you grieve Staring up at the ceiling But there's nothing to see It's all in perceiving What is real or fantasy Eyes shut you could be dreaming Building a new reality We've fallen in love with that blue light We ache for connection But confuse it with wifi We hide behind blank screens To prove our love with likes Our hearts filled to the brim with gigabytes

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Dive into Madska’s alluring sound with their debut album, The Big Splash. This nostalgic audio journal offers an intimate look at singer-songwriter Maddy Rose Weisman’s formative years spent coming of age in New York and New Jersey. The Big Splash is an indie pop love letter that captures the connection with childhood dogs, the safety of pillow forts, the cringe of teen angst, and the lonely transition into adult life. Each track on The Big Splash serves as a sonic window into the reflective and coy musings that create Madska’s unique sound. With honest lyrics and haunting vocals, The Big Splash resonates, making it a timeless addition to the indie pop landscape.

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released November 15, 2024

Written and Performed by Madeline Rose Weisman
Recorded and Engineered by Matias Van Order Gonzalez
Produced by Ian Turner, Matias Van Order Gonzalez & Madeline Rose Weisman
Mixed and Mastered by Ian Turner
Bass Performed by Max Black
Drums Performed by David Juro

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Madska Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Madska, adopted from Maddy Rose Weisman's childhood nickname, encapsulates what the band epitomizes: rose-colored lenses for the passage of time, and a reminder of what connects us to each other. Madska’s lyricism touches on nostalgia and soul searching with a hopeful twist. Madska’s sound is introspective & driving, healing but fiery. ... more

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