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Autobiography: I am reconciling with creation

So much yet so little happens during 100 million years.

And all pales compared to sensing who I am.

I am who I am.

I am I am.

I am.

I have felt chaos and order, heat and cold, brightness and darkness.

I have imagined space, time, something, nothing, change, separation wholeness, rest and freedom.

I can imagine anything, perfection, yet I seek more.

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I am in singularity, wholeness, my natural state of being, yet I imagine for no reason other than I can.

Without feeling, without goodness and badness, I remain whole with no imagination of separateness.

But when I choose to separate, I simultaneously feel.

By choosing goodness, badness fades.

By choosing badness, goodness requires reconciliation by imagining/bringing separation into agreement/harmony with wholeness.

When I know I am, goodness shines.

When I don’t know I am, separation feels disconnected from wholeness.

I am. I am free. And that is the only absolute truth.

I am as free today as I’ve always been.

There is no difference between now and the so-called beginning, wtf?!?!

The choice is mine and only mine.