Closure
You never fall in love and get up unwounded.
I am struggling to type.
I am stuck, like my heart — not knowing what lies — going forward, which direction to move on.
Should I channel my feelings to hate you? Should I even consider that we are done? Are you going to change your mind? Is it something that I have done?How soon is too soon to start dissipating your memories? Perhaps, I am not ready to let go.
But everything was perfect, the last time we felt safe in each other’s arms. I did feel pain, cause I will not be able to look in to those brown eyes, savor that perfect smile of yours — for another day or two. Little did I know, you were going to vanish out of thin air. Like it never happened. Like we never happened.
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I should have looked at you a little longer. I would have kissed you till it hurt my cheeks — If I knew it was the last time I was going to see you.
Why did you hold my hand so tight, if you were to leave it one day.
Why did you make me the happiest I have ever been, if you were to hurt me like no one did.
I keep wondering, what if you are hurting too? What if you had no other choice but to leave? What if you were protecting me, from something you thought will hurt me more than this?
Aiyyo.
Fine darling. Go ahead, crush my heart away, but don’t leave without saying good bye.
For I can live without your heart, but my heart — it can’t make it out of this mess without a closure.
