Deja Vu
How does it feel to be in a situation over and over again? Oh wait, do you still feel something, or do you just get used to it so you just feel nothing?
Pain teaches us a lesson, while a lesson makes us in pain even more because we realize how stupid our decision was when we were in that situation.
The feeling of being in a situation where you have to forgive and must forget not just one person but everyone who will hurt you. I lost my friends after forgiving them, and yet they still did it again, so I have no choice but to part ways.
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I lost someone very important to me after forgiving him multiple times and still giving another chance, and yet he left me. I lost a part of me when bad guys ruined my childhood and almost my future. They harassed a little girl once so innocent and pure, and even though she's young, she got still sexualized, but I forgiven them, even though it traumatized me.
Why most people are taking advantage of the opportunity or chances that someone gave them, and yet they will do it over and over again.
Does one mistake still don’t concern you? That’s why you make it 5.
Does ruining someone’s life sound fun? Or they are just too comfortable that they will just forgive them, so it doesn’t matter if they do it again.
Being in a situation where you got cheated by someone you love and yet you forgave him because you love that person so much that even though it shattered you, he still mattered to you. I’ve never been in a relationship where I got cheated, but I’ve been in a relationship where I got blind.
Being in a situation where you make a person decide whether he will choose between you and the girl who he just met. He chose the girl who he just met; he chose the temporary one and left the life he once had.
It hurts, isn’t it?
You will realize that it didn’t matter how long the relationship you had with someone was if, in the end, he would still leave you.
Life is already tough, and yet we still let a stranger come in to it and let them break you into pieces and still let another one come in.
How funny it is that it’s only happy when a new person comes into our lives for a while and how they almost take a half of ourselves when the time already comes and you have to let them go.
We are trying to add more pain in our lives, and yet we would still just do it again once the pain and wound they leave is just now a scar.
I’ll ask it again, one more time.
How does it feel to be in a situation over and over again? Do you still feel something... or do you just get used to it so you just feel nothing?
-Aly
