The search never ends.
i search for you
in every page i turn
i search for you
in moments that have gone
in words that have faded
in books that i read
as characters who disappear…
i search for you
in fields of dandelions
in the strings of the violin
that feels too magical to be true
i search for you
in my heart
sometimes in my mind
but i only find you
in my nightmares
disguised as daydreams
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cause the thought
you were never there
is harder to accept
than you leaving…
cause i saw a part of me in you
i saw the you that was me
my heart started finding its way to you
though my mind warned it away
only to realise you stayed in both
driving me insane as thoughts
that fill my brain
that claw its way out through
screams and tears
that make me think you and i
are the same
I AM NOT INSANE
WE ARE NOT THE SAME.
Vaani…
