Reverse Lottery
“Obviously
Crazy
Deliberately”
The words they been sayin
The tricks they been playin
With my brain
A crazy lazy waste of space
Patiently waiting to blame me
To train me
To think my problems lay within me
That it was my fault
That it was me
I was the originator creator
Of the thoughts
That haunted and daunted me
That with the Evil inside
The evil of mind
Was entirely mine
Every action I did
I felt compelled and obsessed
Every screaming and verbal beating
I felt denounced and oppressed
My self-worth was in shatters
My psyche in tatters
“Mad Hatter”
But badder
Somehow incessant depressant chatter
The constant demon-strative clatter
That makes sanity scatter
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WELL IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER
You get what you get in life
So just learn to deal
And come at every problem
With intellectual zeal
And I feel
For people who have it worse
And those who have it better
Cause like my boy Zefron said
“We’re all in this together”
There’s never been a storm
That humanity couldn’t weather
Never accept pity or praise
Just make life a little better
For all
