I am all alone

I knew, I will be too much alone, that why I made myself ready to smile. very painful and broken smile.

I smile but you know it is never a fake smile, it’s my smile of pain,

Yeah I smile because I am broken, because I can’t stop myself from falling.

I am such a person I always understand others, so deeply, I try my best to hold them and tell them that they are not alone, I am always with them.

I never let somebody feel alone,

I read their smiles, their pain, and their feelings.

This is the great part of me but you know what the most fragile part in it is that, nobody cares about me, nobody loves me.

Many ask me that, how are you Mehreen, and I reply with my broken smile and say I am fine, but…

They really don’t feel my painful fine and they never ask me that, Mehreen are you really fine.

I read everyone’s eyes, but nobady read mine.

Nobody read my heart, my mind.

Harsh reality is that really no one loves me in this world.

Neither my friends,

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neither my family,

neither my teachers,

neither’s my known ones nor

my loved one.

I am so alone.

Too much alone.

I am crying alone and nobody is here to wipe my tears.

I am hurting myself, but no one is here to stop me.

I am alone.

I cannot explain.

I am so alone Mehreen.

I am always misunderstood.

Always…….

it is great level of pain when you're crying but still smiling, like nothing is bothering but……….