yeah. This is an awkward start.
Namaskaram !! the above guy… its me lol , AND AND AND I AM a fresh GRADUATE from a university which felt more like slavery, forced assignments, forced courses & a ton of life lessons than education. I know !! I KNOW !! its just a regular rant by literally every uni grad on this planet but HEY.. I Graduated in INDIA. With literally a million grads a year and a very unreliable, unstable job market there is… I landed a JOB. A low paying Torture (sources from the internet) kinda one with an unknown joining date.
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BUT BUT being a dumb young ambitious human and not landing that 20LPA job & being from a family of overachievers and national rankers is just disappointing. Nobody likes being MEDIOCRE and neither do I… BUUUUUUTTTT am I worth that ? Proud to say… NOPE. SO what am I going to DO ? I AM DECLARING WAR. A WAR against EVERYYYY odd, trauma, shame, doubt scratching the back of my unconscious mind saying YOU CAN’T.
I BLAMED my luck for my misery but I kind of had a godly revelation that I ain’t SHIT and I am not ashamed to admit it. someone rightly said it’s never too late.. never late for someone without ambitions & deadlines which is a luxury in this economy which I am lucky to have. SO why am i Writing this for ?
yup. that is it. this is a new start. someone I once liked told me to keep writing things so to untangle that tangled thoughts. I’ve never tried that, so in her memory and mine I’ll keep posting useful tech and knowledge and you are free to ignore this random guy ranting blanks on the internet. But this is to keep me going. a note that I EXISTED too.
