Unremarkable White Noise
I had enough problems and when I looked at your environment I knew better than to engage with it.
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I just needed a hideaway from the stresses of my life. So long as we didn’t really get to know each other there would be peace. Our existence was a result of our own limerence paved entirely on our need to enjoy to a somewhat subtle cushioning of losing ourselves in this surface level world.
We projected on each other an escape route that defied the odds of us coexisting. I instituted my own ideas and on our canvas we were both nice, enjoyable at the very least so long as we honed the charade with niceties and amicable nods.
Talking led us to was to sober up. We were never good to each other as we couldn’t. You couldn’t as your existence relied on you gnawing at my soul and this is something one cannot suffer sustainably.
And this is how we know it was all in the end just white noise.
