Regret, Love and My Decision

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After I married the person I loved, my parents are nearly out of my life..

I feel like they don’t want to be involved with me or They want to show me how I made the worst decision of my life..

If I said that I never thought that I was wrong to marry him, then I will be lying…

I crossed one year with him. Many times he fought with me, and I felt like “Am I really right doing this? Have I done the right thing by choosing him denying everyone’s opinion?”

I faced a lot of problems in this year with him.. Specially money problem… I felt like I chose the wrong thing.. I often felt like I would leave him…

But soon everything changed.. I started to understand him..

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He is like a child.. If I talk to him calmly he understands, and if I became angry or sad, he became angry and sad.. My emotions affect him..

I started to understand how much he cared for me.. How much he loved me..

The love is beyond any problem I faced.. When we get to the bed, his soothing voice tells me I am not alone.. I am not struggling, he is with me, in every step of my life, in my…