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Dreaming Hurts Sometimes
It hurts to dream sometimes. Especially when hope seems so far away. The mood swings that comes along with knowing you got what it takes but still your dreams still won’t pick you.
How about seeing other people live your dream while all you do is dream.
It hurts to dream sometimes when all you get to do is dream.
It was never expected when something awakened in my 7 year old heart. I spent all my years dreaming.
I spent my entire life hoping somehow, just somehow I would breakaway.
Just like Kelly Clarkson sang; “I’d spread my wings and I’d learn how to fly, I’d do what it takes till I touch the sky. Gotta make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway” -Kelly Clarkson
I worked, I dreamed and I worked some more but the more I worked, the more I had to dream and the more I dreamed, the farther my dreams.
I must confess there’s no feeling as terrible as knowing you are way more than you are and yet less than you were meant to be. Everyday seems like another disappointment. Why wouldn't it? when you aren’t at the place you ought to be. Still you try to be grateful for the place you are because its an improvement from the place you used to be.
But here I am, still dreaming. I am the dreamer from afar and all I want is to Breakaway.
