Afflictions increase
Some fear the truth, reading, coding again
Didn’t get to visit Kinokuniya but bought, 10% off “Not Here To Stay” by NF Afrina, one of my favorite writers. Writes like me. Like I’m reading a slightly different self. We even display our religious persuasions openly.
Coding n4s. I felt floaty-headed and sour in my gut which threw off my thinking. I’ll keep trying, and maybe a solution will be found. Not being clear-headed, I had been carted in circles by wayward children.
Tomorrow will be 1st of May holiday. And today I got Sis a quarter bottle of French white wine. I think they’re called samplers. Good for my brother in law and his wife, a drink every so often. There are manipulators in my family. Hidden among us, not who they seem, and their motivation is money, their weapon is a submissive, vengeful heart they can control.
Lately, I’ve achieved few objectives but spawned several more leads. I’m learning to live in a chaotic state. Perhaps one day, I will be completely self-unpredictable, governed by the wishes of others living in my mindspace.
I was asked, by American Christians, would I like to lead the faithful who are stuck in mindspace? I said ‘no’ initially, but now I guess I have a few better things to contribute,
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Firstly, the Epstein files coinciding with the UFO files, coinciding with the Middle East war, coinciding with economic collapse, coinciding with AI and all its warning bells. IMHO, I don’t think anyone will starve if everyone helps this chain along like yesterday. Then all of us can eat and have a squeeze of our own, maybe a shot at heaven.
And I was thinking, we should use our minds carefully as the Enemy lurks, not being flesh and blood — the shadow alike was Sauron.
We read in Daniel 2,
…And like iron that crushes, it shall break and crush all these. And as you saw the feet and toes, partly of potter’s clay and partly of iron, it shall be a divided kingdom … so the kingdom shall be partly strong and partly brittle. As you saw the iron mixed with soft clay, so they will mix with one another in marriage, but they will not hold together, just as iron does not mix with clay. And in the days of those kings the God of heaven will set up [His] kingdom… — ESV, Crossway
And I began to understand that mankind’s political / economic fragility at the end of the age is God’s ideal time to strike where formerly he could not dethrone any metal kingdom without the rise of another -even more bestial. And I saw, clay has to be the final addition to the metal man. This may symbolize AI (attempting to breathe life as God did) as well as economic hardship (clay is cheap), and obvious military weakness. War broke out as clay depends on iron for things like defense, political, and financial help, in return, providing AI technology, manufacturing, and raw materials.
And I was thinking, the current war could be one started by God -part of his rock crush move. So it won’t be long before we are redeemed / vanquished.
Myself, can’t make ends meet without my parents’ help. I don’t run a car or own a house. Have never had a woman. So to those who have taken charge of your life, best of luck to you and remember that loving God, doing as He wants, will always feed you your bread, and nurture your minds with providence.
Nearly midnight, and time to rest my PC after going thru the code a few more times.
