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I Want
I want to be an Egyptian priest,
or a gnome,
or a toy maker.
I want to guess the name of Rumpelstiltskin.
I want to stand stripped naked
of the dapper decorum and protocols
I dressed myself in too young to know their cost.
I want to believe the truth I found
alone in the woods
driving a stake into the ground
and speaking to a dormant god
in a private tongue.
I want to hear the snake speak,
and press against the warm heartbeat of a squirrel.
I want the wonder of Christmas morning with
notes to Santa, and half-eaten cookies,
and reindeer tracks in the snow.
I want to hear music through the walls
of the womb,
and read poetry with newborn eyes
unfamiliar with rhyme scheme and scansion.
I want to love without knowing
the Pythagorean egg
hatching consequence and time,
punch-drunk and flinching when touched.
