Sail
The greatest “multo” was not being able to be with you, slowly reaching your dream. While you still supports me, even if you have someone already. You always made me feel loved, you always reminds me that I will forever hold a special place in your heart wherever you go.
Was it my fault for rejecting you? Someone who just want nothing but to make me feel loved in all ways. Sometimes I question myself, did I ever liked or loved you in the way you feel towards me?
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I still remember vividly how happy you were when I received your flowers for Valentine’s day. I did not expect that you would actually give me, but you did.
Your constant messages to me, to check how I’m doing.
I ask myself, ni minsan ba naisip ko rin kung ano ang nararamdaman mo?
Masyado ba akong makasarili dahil sawa na akong umintindi nang mga tao. At ngayong may isang tao ang gustong umunawa sa’kin, ako naman ‘tong hindi handa. Ang ironic naman.
But now, I realised how genuine you are. And how much I like, love you deeply. My heart ache as the boat we were once sailing, now slowly sinking. As you set another sail……with someone else.
