Excitement
I write this in the early month at the edge of the year while watching Finn and Jake from Adventure Times through YouTube. To make it clear, the things that I write now are different from what I used to write, like a poem or beautiful word. This time I just wanna write down how i feel, the strange feelings.
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Do you know how it felt when you were a kid, watching your favorite cartoon while waiting for your parents to take you to school or waiting for the sun to set? Somehow it feels so exciting while watching that movie or cartoon right? But, now when I randomly click the button to start watching that cartoon again, I don’t get that excitement.
I’ve been wondering, why it seems so strange, where is the excitement I used to feel when I watched my favorite show, when I started to draw, or when I read a book. I don’t know if is it normal the older we are or not. Or is it just something inside your brain, your heart that warns you something. Like they are also missing those times?
Might be yes or might be not, but one thing I’m sure of is, when those times are back, at least I’m trying to get those excitements back. Maybe we need a little break or maybe we have gone too far and we have to figure out how to enjoy those small things. Or maybe, we’ve changed, a lot. But I hope, it brought you to something better than yourself before, at least I wish.
Cheers,
The night when the rain hadn’t stopped since yesterday.
