Salvation of A Sinner
Fandom : Arcana Twilight
Warning : Might be Ooc, a lot of grammar mistake
Her kindness is both a blessing and a curse.
If there’s anyone who deserved the title of “Guide Sorcerer”, it would be Seira Hazuki.
Sirius saw it himself, how she slowly changes those around her. How she tried to protect others, how she always put others first.
How amusing. She’s not even a real sorcerer, why does she choose to help these people?
At first, he thought that the one he felt jealous of was Seira.
How could he not? The sweet Summoner is embodiment of something he could never be, something he yearned for. Strength, self-control, and ….freedom.
Sirius hates it.
Yet, he cannot turn himself away from that kindness.
Sirius is no stranger to kindness. He knew that there’s always someone who’s willing to give that kindness to him, no matter how fucked up he is.
So why does her kindness feel special?
And more importantly, why is he craving that kindness so much?
Sirius has gone past listening to other people’s opinions about him.
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That’s why he doesn’t understand why her opinion feels important to him.
He doesn’t understand why those sad and angry gaze hurts him more than Spica’s attack.
He can’t go back on his oath now. He chose this path, he wants this.
So he readied his handgun and fire his shot.
He can’t regret this.
Because sinners like him don’t have the right to.
Her kindness is both a blessing and a curse.
Underneath her kind and gentle gaze, there’s an urge to pour his heart into her, the urge to tell her everything, his true feeling.
How funny… Since when did he become so weak?
Sirius knew that the Violet-eyed girl who is currently sitting beside him is nothing more than a figment of his imagination.
Yet, leaning his head into her shoulder, he let her play with his hair.
Letting her warmth envelop him, Sirius feels like his wall, the defense he put up, slowly collapsing just like those towers he destroyed.
How long has it been since the last time he received warmth like this? This comforting, and sincere warmth?
Her kindness sure is a blessing, for Sirius can feel even a glimmer of hope.
But it is also a curse, at least for him.
Because for sure, this girl will be the death of him.
