What is desirability, and why can’t I perform it correctly?
Is sexy desirability?
What am I missing?
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Is it a mental issue…or is it physical?
My weight…my height…
Undiagnosed neurodivergence, perhaps?
'Sexy' is something foreign to me.
An adjective I could never claim, and maybe if I did, it might offend someone. The concept feels inherent to other women, but somehow it long-jumped over me. I feel like a sexless being. No appeal.
I can’t fathom anyone's attraction to me, so alas, I remain blind to the longing looks and the flirtatious flairs of potential suitors.
