E.P
Parts of me knew
I shouldn’t
My brain told me not to
Every fiber in my body
Said don’t
Just because
I don’t believe I'm a good person
Because
I get scared
I was afraid of myself
I went against all this
I went against my own words
because i thought it was worth it
And i think
You proved me right
What are the chances that we met
I wasn’t looking for someone
I wasn’t meant to be living here
I wasn’t meant to fall in love with someone
But what are the chances I met you…
Going against everyone’s words
Because you are worth it
And I know you wouldn’t make me regret it
In the end i wouldn’t lose anything
Because you made me see that love exists
After years of skepticism
You made me believe there is good in a person
After years of hating myself
You made me love myself
After years of questioning
You made me feel alive again
After years of loneliness
You made me whole again
You gave me warmth
You gave me comfort
Things i thought i would never feel again
You gave it to me.
You give so much
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I would never take that for granted
I will give you
Until i physically can’t
Until the last breath
Maybe you feel the same butterflies in your stomach as I do
And maybe one day
You would stop feeling them
And if that day comes
I would let go with no fight
Because the time spent together is a gift and a blessing in itself
Therefore, I would let you go in peace
Because you loving me was already enough to ask for
What we have is special
Something that is hard to explain
Something so special
I hope you realize
I am getting more and more comfortable around you
I hope you notice
Im slowly letting my guard down
And accepting you in
Thank you for being patient with me
I ask you to
Let me know how you are feeling
To tell when you want to talk
To tell what is on your mind that is bothering you
At anytime
I will be there to listen to you
Maybe i wont be good at giving advice
But i will listen
And i hope you trust me enough to share your thoughts with me
Even if you don’t, i just want you to know that
I will be there.
At anytime
I will try
Maybe there will be times of disagreements and arguments
But i will try to talk it out
And i hope you’d do the same
Even if you don’t,
I will be there
