Almost 25th!
Hi peeps! Aku memutuskan ambil cuti untuk kabur sebentar dari ramainya pekerjaan di Jakarta. Just need take a rest. BUT TEN DAYS! No work, no brief, no punten kaka, cuma tiduran and scrolling TikTok. Happy sekaliii, tapi banyaak guilty-nya juga wkwk.
Cuti kali ini jadi salah satu alasan supaya bisa mulai menulis lagi di sini. Feels tenang.. Even tho my life sooo boring, doing the same thing every day and nothing special. But recently… I’ve asked myself this question over and over again within the past couple of days, and I had no answer, until I started writing this pieces again.
Is it okay, if we always look for the answer behind the sentence of “Why“ ?
Why i’m to worry about everything's?
Why is not happening now?
Why my life feels so bad?
That feeling really hunting me. Where does this feeling come from? Its called quarter life crisis? Or its just happens when your in the middle of age 25? Im quite sure, some individuals may experience a quarter-life crisis around this age, involving feelings of being trapped, questioning life choices, and a desire for change. uuuuuu….
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Growing up in the middle of 25, seems like the flowers start bloom but to good to be true they can fall and wilted too. Aku menyadari bahwa bertambahnya usia juga pada akhirnya membentuku untuk bertanggung jawab akan hidup yang sekarang kita pilih dan harapkan. Dengan adanya ekpektasi yang besar ini also membawa ku agar bisa set my standar more realistic.
Kali ini bukan lagi waktunya mempertanyakan soal “Kenapaa?”, your not lost; your just expanding, Joy.
Wee doubt the future because we assume that who we are now will be the same as who we will be in the future, and thats normal Peeps! :) You’re already more you than you’ve ever been.
xoxo
Joya
