Lesson’s from today
I KNOW NO ONE GONNA READ IT BUT I AM WRITING HERE JUST TO LET THINGS OUT OF ME AND FELL LESS BURDENED.
So I am writing this blog to get things out of me. I am in a uni and currently studying Computer Science .I live in a hostel and when I came to the hostel I thought I will make a goodwill with everyone but as time passes there are groups forming in the hostel so I understood that I cant be friends with everyone and have to find my perfect group.
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So I found a group with whom I spend my whole day but I noticed that they don’t include me in there personal talks in which they include all others or if they are going somewhere they will not ask me. I also noticed that I was the one who got most of the time bullied(jokingly bully). So I planned to not talk to them or interact with them for few days to see do I even matter to them or I am just there for sake of it. I was literally alone in hostel/uni seeing people having friends and enjoying with them.
I started to spend more time with my roommates and classmates who are also eventually friends with each other .I started being included but a guy in our group always try to defame me infront of others. He use to tell other people the bad things that happened to me which in reality never happened with me just to make them laugh and make himself see superior and obviously try to defame and make others hate me. My new friend group also started not to call me whenever they go out and give excuses like “only 3 people are allowed there and we 3 are confirmed to go” but eventually there are 6 people going to that place.
I trusted a friend in our group and told him how I felt that why you all don’t include me that much but he started to back bitching about me among everyone .Once I was going to terrace and I overheard there conversation there in which they were just bitching about me behind my back and since that day they all aren’t talking to me neither my roommates nor my class friends , so I am just now alone in here in this new city far from my hometown where I came to make a new life ,meet new people ,make new friends but the reality is no one wants to include me or make there friend or want me in there life. Now I am just living here for heck of it and no one even cares I exist.
Now I will try to update about daily life here.
