Re Connecting
Human beings, seem keen to stay where ever they might find the comfort of
not being harmed or as little as possible and these governments
some of anyhow seem keen to profit off of
misery and despair and abuses of power that result in abuses over people and
also abuses themselves the people who do it there is a
reverse pschology to that the buffering it requires
not just to be aware but then to filter it so that it doesn’t harm you
humans are processors, just like computers and we are playing a very dangerous game
I wonder where I could go with my thoughts on this but humans are flesh and blood
just like me I bleed I cry a lot I complain a lot I want to die more often than not nowadays but
still live still breathe still
no longer know why I try but, at least I document my feelings prior to doing anything hasty
I have zero desire to kill myself even though are times I want it my death
but to do it myself, to harm my love, to harm my mother who raised me against odds no person
should have to yet do, daily monthly yearly fucking generations of it
because the rich played a game and they lost
in a lot of fucking ways but suffice to say they lost
control they had no control and yet
have control of a system and I think some other people, like, who work for them and saw through the
blatant disregard for human life and have been working tirelessly to show them, those people who are
disconnected from their own humanity who follow age old racist genocidal scripture or scripts or programming is it
computing I wonder if I can turn you on or do you want to turn me off entirely I have no idea
when I get turned on depending of course which time turned on I am
the horny kind that oh lord help you or the
curious kind like, where do we come from why are we so stupid oh wait what’s that in the water the air and the
well look at all this wasted energy this energy that is contained within bodies of humans
who you blow up maim violate in a variety show of ways some of it even
quite entertaining and still has its uses it can also
teach it can educate it can help us the hell out of this mess but
people gotta be willing and able to be encouraged that things will be ok
obviously not everything I mean some of these people sadly look a little like
lost causes but we can not harm further harm and me let tell you
I hate harm but I also know some of it is undavoidable but like when you use harm
in a manner that we use it here beyond just like “oops” cause humans just can’t seem to settle their anger
justified it might be hell I am more than a little angry annoyed and just stupified by the
sheer level of blatantly obvious defective kind of education that some of these so called leaders been indulging in and
I’m keen to think I am not alone in my thinking cause newsflash
there are 8 billion people on this planet that’s fun mass production of humans so you can
treat them like pinatas OOOOO what will come out of this one
fuck me please and see what comes out of me better yet
let me stick something in you (only with consent lest we forget) otherwise this will have to do
the thought of it oh just the thought of it turns my stomach BLECH
I wish I could but why waste this morning coffee where my bird is chatting insisently while I type away my early riser
morning would or wood or I wish I could get some
but lately the rivers been running dry and oceans are rising it’s salty
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almost as my tears, waaaaaaa
I might call 911 later we got a emergency here I’m a big baby I can’t handle
reality it’s scary it reminds me of being violated as a child in school by a priest a
man of someone else’s God that’s for sure cause the one I believe in the
ones I should say the ones who are the reason I sitll
I guess exist too
that’s so nice it’s a fun party trick
you should try it sometime
typing out your thoughts and seeing where they go as you decide to talk about
reconnecting to what you thought you lost or
where the hell this world is heading profiting off murder and slave like practices rooted in money and illusions of power
people bicker like children on facebook me too oh lord you should see my posts
I’m so naughty come spank me specially a few of them oh lord
I think I might be a little wet down there oh shit it’s drool my bad, my mouth is hanging open it is a
side effect as well of some drugs that cause it for me it’s just
absent minded thoughts that
leave me speechless I guess but ask any man
my fingers know how to do
some talkin
Maybe I should write the minister of Justice he looks a tall drink of something
maybe he’ll be able to help me
I’ll try to convince him it’ll be like
helping himself more than he all ready does
nice salary it pairs well with silent compliance where’d you learn shhhh
don’t answer, I all ready know I just winked and clicked my tongue as I did I’m smiling
this is a recording cause I’m
good at being
prepared for anything oh my god the suspense is
killing other versions of me and you
hold that knowledge and do what with it oh right…
hello I seek JUSTICE and PEACE and
MERCY have MERCY MASTERS there’s too many cooks in a kitchen and
look at all the things getting burned
oh you people gone done fucked up oh dear thank god some people still believe in
evolving and some of them still even hope and pray
hmmm, this world’s oh dear
no wonder I’m not allowed to play with anyone
I’m good at fucking you without ever touching you and
probably give birth to something nicer like
relief that I can provide if only I were
given a little respect but that’s fine
I understand
you’re busy, a little tied up perhaps a little
mislead I dunno
you tell me
Good morning world it’s been a hot minute hasn’t it?
