The Pain
There is pain in watching you wandering the roads with someone else
There is pain in watching you looking at the colors of the walls of places I would have loved to show you
I expected the pain because I am realistic
I might have expected it to feel lighter, easier
With love, often comes pain
And this peaceful acknowledgment that someone’s happiness, sometimes, might not include you
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However hard it is to accept, it is the truth
And love can only shine through the truth
In these moments, I remind myself what I told you in the early days : I love you for free
My love comes with highs and lows
My love comes with joys and traumas
But above all, my love for you is free.
And even though I can feel pain today,
I will always feel love.






