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I miss resting with you.

3 min readJun 9, 2024

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As I sit here at the end of a very long and tiring day, my heart aches with longing for the warmth that only your arms can provide.

The heaviness of the day’s hardships and struggles presses down on me, and all I can think about is how much I miss resting with you and sharing the details of our day.

There’s a certain kind of silence that only exists in your absence, something that no other voice can fill. The longing I feel isn’t just for your presence, but for the specific way you made me feel whole.

Thinking about your comforting hug, the way you hold me close, makes me feel so peaceful and calm. I really need that feeling all the time. A million arms could hold me, but none would feel like home the way yours did.

I long to hear the sound of your voice, the way it soothes my soul and makes me feel understood.

Now, I couldn’t hear anything from you anymore. You’re gone… in my life. All you left me with is this suffocating silence, which screams your name because it used to be filled with the language only we understood.

I long for how your patience and understanding as I share the ups and downs of my day felt like a warm cardigan on a cold night, wrapping me in warmth and reassurance.

What we once were is all I ever think about. Probably, you already forgot about it, about us, about the moments we shared and the connection we once had, but for me, it’s all I ever think about.

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I’ve been longing for every part of you. There’s a specific ache in my soul that only your presence can soothe.

Each part of you is like a missing piece of my soul, and I long to be whole in your presence.

Without you here by my side, the burdens of the day feel heavier, the challenges more overwhelming. I wear a brave face for the world, but behind the mask, my heart crumbles into a million pieces.

The world feels too big, too empty without the shelter of your embrace. I fear the strength I once had withers away with each passing day without you.

I am longing for the comfort of your presence and the gentleness of your love. Your presence has a way of lightening my load, of making even the toughest days feel more bearable. I yearn for the way your warmth and support give me strength to face whatever comes my way.

I close my eyes and picture you here, a sweet escape into a world of “what if.”

The memories of our time together haunt me, the laughter and joy we shared are now a bittersweet reminder of what once was. Your absence truly leaves a hole in my heart that nothing else can fill.

I long for the day when we can be together again, when I can feel your arms around me once more, and when I can feel the gentleness of your love for the second time.

I long to be loved by you.

My heart aches for you with every beat.

Above all, my mind keeps recalling about those times we spent resting together.

For, there’s really a special comfort in having someone to rest and talk with after a long day. YOU used to be that person for me, and I miss having you as that person.

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Baring my soul and raging against the pain by writing something beautiful from it.