A Letter…
A gentle reminder of having a feeling as a human.
First of all, I’m sorry for liking you through this time I didn’t plan it all. I wish to get over this felling but whenever I tried to move on, the feeling towards you grows even faster even stronger. After knowing the fact how you’ve been struggling on you’re life lately I got a lil bit shocked. Some people told me, in their story you were’nt that kind of person I’ve known. I knew it, I should not believe them at all before I heard from yourself, from you’re side. Deeply in my heart I really want to have that chance, having small conversation with you talk about everything I known about is it right or is it wrong I really mean it while I say I want that chance come to me.
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Second one, I’m sorry for liking you through this time. Even for liking someone like you I have to be feeling sorry for myself to cross the boundary I’ve made. I know you probably have you’re crush or someone that you like too it will never be me definitely and I understand that, just wanna say I always tried to stop admiring you. Just in case, I’ll pray for you the greatest joy in you’re life. Thank you for existing and making ever my day full of butterflies. Once.
Third. I’m sorry for liking you through this time. I knew it, you’ll probably never know that you was the first person I truly wanted to try with. I mean to keep eachother safe, together. Not because you was perfect, but because for the first time looked at you and I thought “Maybe this was worth fighthing for”. From that time, I was ready to be more and more patient, to grew up together, to choose you even on difficult temporary. If we were really meant to be together, I gave you the most honest of my heart, hoping you see how genuine my feeling was. But sometimes, the people we choose with our whole heart never realize how deeply they were loved untill it’s too late and fade away. And maybe that was the saddest part of he’ll never know that I was willing to risk everything.
Fourth, maybe last. I’m sorry for liking you through all this time. I wish you the best in you’re life and success in whatever you have been doing. If one day you think that nobody will proud with you and support you. It’s okay if you don’t return. I promise myself this feeling will fades away and forever gone. Once again, I really meant it while I say Thank You for excisting, because of you I know how was the feeling of falling in love are.
