breakeven
everything has to be balanced
we both know this, we cant just have it all one sided. just like some kind of unrequited performance that youre supposed to be enjoying, it also has a price
a price that we both have to pay, and the sacrifice we were willing to make was something you couldnt have taken away from me
i wouldnt have realized the mere consequences of our actions if it werent for us seeing both ends of each other, as if the spectrum was transparent enough
i have my days, and you have yours, we both have our own days, and we know that this means more to us individually rather than how it affects us as a unit
wouldnt you have wanted to stay more for a while if it meant the world to you? or are you afraid that this so-called universal law of attraction will come back and seemingly haunt you, youre just anticipating when itll happen
at this point, its the scarcity of us making ends meet with each other is what makes it so difficult for us to feel something new, and thats nothing short of the chnage we hadnt seen yet.
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“so tell me when youre gonna let me in”
i believe its a double-edged sword, this whole “making ends meet” thing, because its really a matter of understanding and trying to compromise wholly just for the sake of fixing something innate
and that could really be the end of everything, and it would really matter on the hands of the bearer, and it would face us as a probability, and it would change our liabilities for each other
do you see it how i see it? that its a give-and-take thing, that its not supposed to be meddled with that easily, that missing the point does not have to mean we cant get back to it again
their best days can be my worst, and their worst can be my best, and bad things can happen for a reason, and wise words cant stop the bleeding
theyre right
that when a heart breaks, it doesnt break even
