run
leave
dont come back
and dont look back
only take whats important
and only grab whats needed
leave everything else behind
dont run back
because youll hurt yourself
trying to save us
trying to save me
when you could at least save yourself
take what you can
and dont look at me
i will burn down your resources
throw away all your food
trample on all your diaries
the paper you use is no importance to me
so leave, and dont come back
take what you think you need
do not take whats left of me
nor whats any of me, leave it be
leave me be
i will destroy what you sought after
dissolve the dream youve always had
invalidate how harsh youre feeling
and dont look back at me,
you will scrutinize my life
at least, whats left of it
and i will corrode your thoughts
i was never of importance to you
so nothing of me you shall take
run
if you cannot run, walk
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if you cannot walk, crawl
do whatever you can
get away from this biohazard
i was never healthy for you
go on, we shall not cross gazes
nor shall our paths meet again
the separation is whatll keep you alive
and i shall be dead in your mind
run, faster, until you cant anymore
do whatever it takes to leave
leave all stones unturned
and take it all with you
my love, my sanity, my patience
i will break the habits you built yourself
stay, and you will only suffer
keep yourself here and you will not grow
i will leech off of this positivity
and disperse all joy youve ever felt
so please, leave, before you lose yourself
take everything before you lose them
do not remember me
i will never be etched in your memory
do not scribble my name
nor have it inscribed on anywhere
your mind shall be kept unharmed
stay, and i will be opposing to that
the toxins i give will degrade you softly
so please, for the love of everything, leave
because in my final act of love
i will make you hate me
so much that you turn away
in hopes that youll realize
that i wasnt making you miserable
i was making you love yourself more
