what is shown

despite the implications

you knew what it would do

to us, and its nothing new

you had your complications

and what for, for who?

for me?

despite the reservations

its set in my mind

why would i even be so kind

hidden in conversations

how could i be so blind

for you

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having these trepidations

puts me in constant fear

in disgust of being here

fixed through resuscitation

we were never near

but you

catch my meditation

i never always think

in thoughts, i always sink

to suffocate in contemplation

i am always at the brink

with you