Who am I to judge another when I’m no perfect. Who am I to say “Could never be me” till God does put me in that exact situation. Who am I to say “God wouldn’t do that” when there is no limit on what God can and can’t do. Us humans are imperfect. God is perfect. We sometimes cannot understand or fathom what his plan is. We humans think we’re so smart and downplay God. We have every right to think “What is God doing?” and guess what.. that’s our test. To trust the plan even when it doesn’t look the way you’d want it to. If you haven’t truly walked the path to freedom, to enlightenment, you don’t know yet. It’s scary. It’s heartbreaking. It’s gonna be a lot of tears. A lot of breakdowns. But if it’s ultimately protecting you from a bigger roadblock ahead, take the heartbreak right now. Listen — you’ll probably scream, cry, want to give up. Ask God why it seems he’s punishing you. Sometimes, the loss of control is when God can start his work. Just sit back, rest and let God handle your fights. Wondering how to do that? We’ve never had control. Control is an illusion. Everything is in God’s hands ultimately. Even your “free will.” When you go through enough pain, you’ll surrender. You’ll have nothing left to lose.
