Where to Begin…
I have So much to say.
I have So much to share.
I started my first website as an undergraduate student in psychology. My classmates and I were instructed to create a blog on any topic of our choosing. Amazing class; amazing teacher.
I started a blog focused on the lies the media tells us, particularly related to beauty standards and consumerism. I put my heart and soul into the blog — as much as I could, considering I had a full class-load and was working full-time.
Once I created my blog, I added a tracker so that I could see how many visitors I was getting, and it was quickly into the hundreds of thousands of visitors, which I was told was not at all the norm for the seemingly-simply college homework assignment I’d been given. I was receiving visitors with comments and emails from around the globe.
I kept building up the website for my class assignment, and I kept updating it for a while. But, life happened, the class ended, and I continued to work on my schooling and employment full-time.
A few years later, I finally decided to pursue a graduate degree and stopped updating the blog much, and then not at all.
Since then, I have had multiple people tell me I should create a YouTube channel or TikTok channel (is channel the right word? I don’t have a TikTok. I’m notoriously and unashamedly often years behind on technology and also do not follow any trends for the sake in itself of doing so.
As time went by, I had a number of other people urge me to create some sort of online website or video channel or platform. This was just as a result of talking to them about topics that were so important to me.
It’s hard to break it down into a few topics, but of the few areas I’d been talking about with people when I’d been urged to create a website or video have channel included: Child abuse– in particular organized child abuse relating to three-letter governmental organizations, Hollywood, and other powerful and deeply ingrained systems in our society; the Oakland County Child Killer; Epstein (who I was talking about since around 2016 while being called a ridiculous conspiracy theorist, with 2016 being years before the totally out-there news became talked about in the mainstream); supposed fact-checking websites, the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, the Oakland County Child Killer, proven-to-be-real program such as MK Ultra, severe abuse perpetrated by higher-ups in the entertainment industry, and so much more. It was always topics related to my outrage about what I had found out was going on out there in this world.
I’ve for so long had countless stories I’ve wanted to share. After getting my masters degree in an area related to helping abused children, I also became a professional freelance writer. But any job I’ve actually had has never allowed me to share what I want to share here. To share with no constraints. No guidelines. No threats.
I’m looking for any support and encouragement here, as it’s taken me years to create even this first post. I don’t want to sound cryptic about what I want to share, so here are a few things I want to talk about.
After the Pizzagate (tons more to talk about here) sub was banned on Reddit and moved to Voat.com, I joined there. After contributing for a year and a half or so, a report was released that there had been two top #1 viewed and rated contributors of posts to the Pizzagate forum for that year. It was announced that the two #1’s were myself and one other member. We had tied.
I was proud to have been tied for the top poster for the year on a subject that was so important to me. The person I was tied with for #1– she was murdered shortly after for investigating abuse perpetrated by a recent presidential administration, which I have no issue naming and going into detail regarding.
After that, I was notified by someone on the forum that, “hey *username*!, you’re famous, check out this YouTube video talking about your post!” The Youtube video cited my user name and talked about the post I had made on the topic of satanic ritual abuse and otherwise organized ritual abuse.
Please note– I am not a strong adherent or proponent of either mainstream US political party. I have never been a Maga or Q-Anon person, which often opened me up to (to say the least) harsh criticism and ridicule on a website and forum that was largely and solely very pro-Trump and thinking he would be everyone’s savior, especially as it related to child abuse topics. The battles I fought there, and the fact that I tied for #1 on a forum by which I was severely shunned and mocked and absolutely in the minority in many key ways, will hopefully lend credence to how much I have to share about my journey throughout this, and how hard I have fought to share what I believe is the truth.
As time went on, I kept working full-time at a job working with traumatized youth, including those in crisis. Kids were sent to me who had expressed things at school such as suicidality, psychosis, and urges and outwardly expressed threats to kill their classmates.
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My coworkers, family, friends– almost no one knew about the amount of time I was spending making posts online for that I had tied for the #1 past-year member on Voat for contributions (and related votes and engagement) to the forum I previously mentioned.
I had been researching, and then posted about, a connection I had speculated about regarding Jeffrey Epstein’s abuse and ties to other known abuse rings including the Franklin Scandal, the case of the Oakland County Child Killer, and other related groups that spanned the globe.
Next, I saw a post on this Voat forum that linked to a mainstream article. This article discussed Epstein’s abuse and a conjectured link to other pedophiliac child abuse rings, and they started the article stating that an anonymous Voat user had posted about this, and this article was based on their Voat post.
Yeah, if it wasn’t obvious yet, this mainstream article based on the conjecture of an anonymous online poster was based on MY online post. I then saw it cited in many place, including on Voat and other mainstream articles. Still, no one in my daily life knew that I was this person. There was no connection. And that was fine with me.
First of all, the person I’d tied with for number one poster on the Voat Pizzagate forum for that year had been murdered, very likely for what she was investigating up-close. But I wasn’t worried about that at all. Mainly, I had so much to focus on with my full-time job and my family, the rest of my life, etc, that once the forum was forcibly shut down on Voat, just as it had previously been on Reddit, I didn’t know of a place to continue sharing my opinions and research and knowledge as I had been before. I continued on with my full-time job, side gig, and spending time helping family and maintaining connections with friends.
It’s been many years since I was voted and tied for number one rated poster to the Pizzagate forum that is still so known, whether in adulation or infamy, depending on who you ask. In all those years, what I’ve wanted to share has never dwindled. I certainly spend time adding comments to forums and articles, hoping to share the truth online and in my daily life– but nothing since has allowed me the platform I’ve needed to share what I have to share.
Then, recently, two more people urged me to create a channel or website online to share all the things I would so often passionately talk to them about. I was urged to share with the world what I had shared with them.
So, here I am.
I desire greatly to write as much as possible, elaborate on the topics I introduced above, and to share so much more regarding my work and the research and investigations I’ve done into such important topics over the past two and a half decades.
I am looking for feedback and support to help me start this journey of writing to share my thoughts, opinions, and knowledge regarding the topics I have mentioned above, and so many more. I have so much I’d love to share and explore with others regarding subjects such as P. Diddy/Sean Combs, the music industry, Hollywood, the California and Maui fires, the supposed “Satanic Panic” of the 80s, college level psychology education, current and past presidential administrations, MK Ultra, the much-speculated upon changes in many celebrities’ appearances, the effects of the media on society and manipulation tactics they use, and so very much more.
Since the days of 2016 when I was absolutely ridiculed for bringing up what was totally public knowledge at the time about Epstein and his abuse and Clinton’s involvement, I think the world has grown so much. Despite the downfalls of the internet, I think that it has allowed so many more people to know about and wonder about and explore the darkest depths and depravities of our history and current society.
Things once mocked as conspiracy theory are more widely known about and looked into. And finally known as truth. I think that people are listening more than ever and seeing that the horrible things going out there are real and not merely baseless conspiracy theories.
I’ve read so much. I’ve learned so much.
I have so much to say.
I have so much to share.
Is anyone interested in going on this journey with me?
Thank you,
Jade N.
