At night

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I lie every night waiting for something to happen.

I cry myself to sleep thinking back on all my efforts

I cry in pain,anger,confusion and regret

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I’m sad. My heart aches of not a lost lover but of a more painful pain.

What did I do wrong? Why am I the one to suffer?Of all people

Or is it all for a greater good or for an expected end

Or is this a punishment . I have no idea

All these thoughts run through my head

At night