Pale Blue Dot
I’m nothing…
my problem is nothing.
rather than this entire universe
or knowing that everything goes well even without me here
so insignificant,
I can feel myself slowly numbing my heart and senses
while searching for approvement to the world
I asked a tree, it stays beautiful
I asked the moon, and then the blue sky swallow it.
I see no points now in everything
It’s pretty but fragile and
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it started to look more and more like a fog
It’s… actually not that bad,
I eat a good food,
have good friends,
stay with sweet family
have a little gift from stranger everyday.
Like dandelions
it just that…
when I can’t find the reason why I should live
this life energy will slowly leaving me, slipping away
and then, all the sweet small things I do everyday will be heavier
and all the colorful things blend into monochromes,
that’s all happen when my mind is busy with looping
of “should I”
without any question mark.
