Forbidden Word ❤️=🙅🏻♀️
I Love You ❤️ ( The words I almost said…🌷 )
I’m just a girl(friend),
Who knows he doesn’t eats carrots.
Who knows his favorite color is Green.
Who knows he loves his dog, Lucy, more than anything in the world.
Who knows he is the one who always stole chocolates from his best friend John.
Who knows he always dreams to become a singer.
Who knows he was amazing at playing guitar,
but never believes when people tell him.
Who knows he was afraid of rejection.
Who knows he scrunches his nose whenever he lies about something.
Who knows he doesn’t own a single brown shirt that matches his beautiful eyes.
Who knows he misses his mom but never admits it.
Who knows he has crush on a girl from middle school.
Who knows he cried when she missed school because of the flu.
Who knows he confessed to her on valentines day.
Who knows she said yes, and they quietly fell in love.
Who knows he worships the ground she walks on.
Who knows he planning to ask her hand in marriage next year.
Who knows he wants me to be his bride’s maid.
Who knows he always seen me as a friend…
“Just a friend.”
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But he’s just a boy(friend),
Who doesn’t know my favorite color is black he always thought it was pink simply because I’m a girl.
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Who doesn’t know I hate cabbage.
Who doesn’t know I always rooted for him.
Who doesn’t know I wished every birthday that he’s is the first person to wish me.
Who doesn’t know I love seeing him when he wears black shirts.
Who doesn’t know I like his eye color which matches the wet sand on beach.
Who doesn’t know I loved him since we were nine.
Who doesn’t know I turned down every proposals because I was waiting for his.
Who doesn’t know I cried for an entire week when he told me he loves another girl.
Who doesn’t know I wrote love letters that never reached him.
Who doesn’t know I planned to confess on his birthday which is February 15.
Who doesn’t know time stopped for me the day he hugged me and told he was dating her.
Who doesn’t know I want to his bride…
Not his bride’s maid.
Who doesn’t know I never wanted be his “Just a friend”.
“I Love You ❤️.”
Those are the words I whisper whenever I see him…
Never loud enough for him to hear.
I waited too long.
I loved too quietly.
Maybe I was too late,
In this life “I Love You” became a forbidden word.
Maybe in another life,
My Love for him will be Too loud to Ignore.
I will find the courage to say the forbidden word, before someone else does.
And maybe, in that life,
Our forbidden love story will get its happy ending.🌷
I always Love You,
“My Dear Brown🤎.”
