Possibility

I am in love with the idea of what i see in dreams.

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it was tremendously upsetting
i read his energy
i knew he wasn’t for me
and he proved it evermore

such close proximity
to possibility
is shattering my heart
mutiny overthrowing
my placid state
dismantling me

an encounter
that pulled me out of solitude
that rashly shook me
from pleasant dreams

wasn’t i happy
satisfied
at peace
within my serenity

his initiation set me back
rewound
i reverted
to who i was long ago

how did i snap back
into old grooves
someone i was
and no longer know

deep introspection
planets in motion
i am revisiting
rewiring old circuits