Tapasya (1/3)
As I mentioned in my previous blog, life led me into a reality where all illusions were breaking and my only choice was to look inward. Divine Spirits began to connect with me and all I could do was surrender to that inner space with all my heart.
I ate kichidi once every two or three days (at one point, this stretched to 13 days). I slept for under an hour every day. I would spend 5 am to 11 am practicing my sadhana on the beach, take a few hours of rest and then spend around 3 pm to 7 pm practicing again. When I wasn’t practicing and cultivating the elemental energies, I was chanting, singing devotional songs or meditating to communicate with the Spirits and receive transmissions of true knowledge & transcendental wisdom.
When practicing my sadhana on the beach, I would do a combination of the Falun Dafa (a Qi Gong practice that expands the Law Wheel in our Energy field and guides us back to the tuning of the Dafa or Dharma — the Universal Law that uphold the Universe), along with Pranayama and Yogasana. At the same time, I would sit under the sun in complete and absolute stillness while occasionally dipping myself in the ocean to cool off. These efforts allowed me to neutralise the mind, touch the Shunya (or Zero) space and feel very unbound and liberated from the mind and lower vibratory energies. Deep layers of corrupted consciousness were cleansed within me; as a result, the connection to the Spirit realms grew very clear in my experience.
Elementally and energetically, I was being restored to that Natural state and coming out of all the distorted & disconnected states. That stillness went very deep in the presence of nature and with the elements.
The Earth beneath me was changing and being re-structured in my Muladhara chakra, making me experience a whole new earth — in tune with the Spiritual Realms — which I experience to this Day.
The water of the ocean was charging and cleansing my Swadhisthana chakra, washing away all the guilt, shame and lust while deepening my feeling & emotional awareness.
The power of the sun was restoring the fire in my Manipura chakra, empowering my Will, and removing doubt & confusion.
The pure air was expanding within my Anahata chakra and healing my heart deeply, making me feel pure, unbound and liberated within.
The divine sounds of the ocean, the birds and nature on the beach allowed my consciousness to expand through the Vishuddha chakra (Throat chakra) beyond the mind and ego realities to touch spaces very deep and divine — Feeling One within and with my surrounding. All veils of illusion dropped.
The Ajna chakra (3rd Eye chakra) was open and aligning deeply into the Light, allowing me to see past all duality and feel high states of Oneness.
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The Sahasrara chakra (Crown chakra) was open and thus, I received access to Spirits and Akasha/Information that was beyond my mind and its conditioning.
I was being restored and aligned to the natural and supernatural states — in accordance with the design of Guru Sai and Kalki Spirit. This magic was and still is so deep in my experience, but it truly requires a great measure of surrender to experience it. All the impurities that would disturb the mind were being cleansed off. The energies of anger, confusion, lust, pride, lethargy, the pleasure seeking nature and similar vibrations were being cleansed off while love, devotion, compassion, truth, humbleness, humility, acceptance, forgiveness, compassion and such divine vibes were filling me up from head to toe; and taking me far beyond this material world experience.
There were tears — lots & lots of tears. This was the purging out all the sadness, darkness and the disconnection I felt from God. My inner child was awakening to the True Reality and I felt so much sadness leaving me in these moments. I truly cried my heart out during these moments and it was so liberating.
I was being filled with Light — Cosmic Light — from the Sun, the Moon, the Stars, from God, and from Source — deep within & beyond. Through this Light, all my darkness, fear, ignorance, suffering, ego (ahamkar) dissolved; all duality faded away, and the reality of Oneness opened up for me. My body began to do things I couldn’t even imagine.
As I would withdraw to my room after a full day of sadhana, the Spirits would come knocking. This telepathy initially began through the presence of Lord Shiva, Lord Hanuman and Master Li Hongzhi. Eventually, Sai Baba came knocking and that’s when the magic really began evolving into much higher realms. Lord Ganesha would enter now and then; after each time he revealed Himself, reality warped around me — everything would change dramatically from those moments onward. The most magical though was when I would experience Lord Vishnu — this was when the Love would burst in my Heart to the greatest degrees I have experienced in my life. So much love, it melted away all my sadness, confusion and ignorance; and it always left me with a high feeling of Bliss (Ananda) after. They were all creating the Kalki Consciousness within me and destroying all the ignorance and corrupt energies that this body held within.
So much more happened in those moments, experiences that aren’t easy to express here; well, even if I did, they aren’t easy to believe. All I can say is, ‘Spirit is Magic’. One can experience these depths only when One is courageous enough to surrender the realities of the ego (ahamkar) and the conditioned mind (manas), along with the illusions of time and space. The mind keeps taking us into the past & future; we can touch the realms of Spirit only once we grasp the power of the Present Moment Awareness. As we embrace this Present Moment Awareness deep enough, all aspects of mind, ego and conditioning begin to dissolve. Through this dissolution, the mind becomes ‘0’ (Shunya) and our Life Force Energy is able to connect to the realms beyond. It is through this Zero Space Consciousness that the Inner Self Awareness. begins to reveal itself. Beyond this experience is Pure Magic!!!
This is all I wish to share as the Part 1 of this 3 Part Blog.
All I speak here is Pure Truth and Experience. Very few truly enter this realms, let alone express it after they do.
I pray you felt some form of resonance & received some inspiration through it.
More to come soon.
Love & Light to you, dear Reader.
Om Sai Ram.
Jai GuruDev.
