Prologue

I can’t sleep. Not without you. I can’t.

I miss you.

I miss you too much that it kills me, it kills me to breathe, to laugh, to live without you.

I shouldn’t have let you go, you’re too pure and kind for a world as selfish and as cruel as ours.

I don’t think I can do this, not anymore, not since you left me alone.

I blame myself, you saved me so much and the one time you needed saving I wasn’t there.

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I blame you, why did you come into my life and show me the good in things?

Why’d you stay, making me believe you’ll stay forever but then you leave?

Why’d you come into my life, trying to fix me just to leave me and force me to fix myself?

Why’d you leave? God, how I wish you were still here.

I miss you.

I think I’ll always be missing you.

K.J.P