EMPTY
However I try, I cannot stop my mind’s wanted actions. In times when I wanted to be myself, I could not. I became so far from normal that the ordinary became difficult. Instead, I felt empty; There was nothing inside me.
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I accidentally cut myself yesterday. Guess what, I felt empty. I did not want to become a soulless beast. When I was sad, I was not just and proper. Thus, it led me to a problematic path; the path of yellow marshmallows, disgusting white jelly, and destructive thoughts.
A light shined bright, blinding me enough to not see its true beauty. How sad it was. Thyself must be treated with respect. Yet a fallen knight continues to distract you. I fell for the same trick. I was mad, devasted, and ultimately empty in the end.
This is the end. I no longer can speak. Everything I was then, am now, and soon to be, ceased to exist. Ultimately becoming nothing.
