“I”

What will I be when I’m 30?

Once I was a teen, I thought 25 would be my stability

Reaching out to the chapter

Unknown of what comes after

Rolling come and forth-

Light with ideas and feeling enthusiast

Then a little moment, and it never lasts

I pondered who I cast.

Every wonder about my future,

Is an island of faded pictures,

Drowned into the nature

The deeper, the darker- the hardest

I’ve lost all the possibilities, drained my emotions,

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With no abilities and tearful motion

Full! Full! Full!, now I, Pull!

I’ve reached my limitation

-forgotten inspiration…

Where should I start?…

Pause…, unload…,and write all I might

Here I held a little light,

Pause…, unload…, and begin again.

What will I be when I’m 30?

Is something I should not worry

For God is in control

Thus, I put my trust in him

He’s always first, and above all.

Soon I’ll be like a moon that shines even through the darkest night.