Self-Hate
I hate the way I lie to myself.
I hate the way I carry myself.
I hate the way I mistreat myself.
I hate the way I allow myself to struggle.
I hate the way I sound so knowledgeable at times.
I hate the way I keep making the same mistakes over and over again.
I hate all my bad flaws and all my ill intentions toward myself.
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I dive deeper and deeper into my thoughts, thinking it would change my actions.
I call upon my Father in Heaven to change my ways, but my flesh is still rebellious.
I cry for change, only to find myself doing the same act again.
My tomorrow, I wonder?
My bad morrows as a human feel like eternity.
I want change and I want success —
not self-doubt, not this feeling of being out of place.
By: Appolon
