Chapter 36: Forward
Initially when I began this blog I was hoping to have it wrapped up in a super cute bow of 20–25 chapters. When I used to write fanfics I'd have a number in my head of the end but truthfully it’s only beginning.
This morning after numerous back and forth, a snow storm, a lost check and a paypal invoice. My request for a permit from King County has been submitted for water and septic.
I keep rereading the email from my septic company, fingers crossed. Chest tight as I imagine myself walking friends through my home, through the acreage. I dare to dream during a time of enormous grief, death, loss, isolation and suicidal ideation.
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None of this happened to me but because of me. I’m really trying to remember that because as i navigate this, the generosity of others in this field continues to astound me. I may not have a husband to cheer me on but i do have friends that watch, the soft glow of the light of my phone lights up and reminds me that they exist outside of these four walls. I miss them so much. everyday.
Further explanation is that submitting that permit once approved my CAD (Critical Area design study) ideally will then be submitted to my Civil Engineer (I need to get a price point for that ) and then sent over to USDA .
one more step ahead.
Dare to dream.
