I’d choose you in every lifetime
No one really gets how deeply I love you, how much time I’ve spent just admiring you from a distance. You’re always on my mind, even in the quietest moments when you don’t even notice.
I’ve been watching you play with your friends in high school, cared about you when you got hit on the field, and held onto these feelings for so long without saying a word.
If I had to live this life over again or a thousand different lives —
I’d spend every one of them looking for you. No matter where we ended up or what changed, my heart would always find its way back to yours.
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I just wanted you to know that. In every lifetime, in every version of my story, it will always be you.
When you’re sad, I can only sit beside you in silence — right by your side, without saying a single word.
When you’re busy with your world, I’m busy with mine too. Two worlds that never cross or we can say that two worlds pulling completely away from each other.
No one knows how deeply I pray for every good thing to come your way — praying that you’ll always be happy and share your warm smile with everyone around you, even if it’s not meant for me.
I know there is no space for me in your world, but I still hope for a moment when you realize I’m standing right here. I hold onto every small kindness of yours that you might have already forgotten, keeping them all as beautiful memories of my own.
I’d choose you every lifetime.
