PAIN✨
Is it pain?
I can't tell.
But why do I feel so heavy?
It feels like I am drowning.
Now I am feeling dizzy; my eyes are looking so pale.
They are red in colour, swollen from tears.
It seems this will never come to an end.
My fears are tearing me up, making me tired.
They try to make me weary the more I try.
Now, what can I possibly do?
Should I give in, or be resilient?
My mind seems agitated.
The second part of me wants to let go.
I keep asking myself, Will you always give in?
These words keep echoing in my ears:
You can either choose to get healed gradually or ignore the pain.
Still, can pain really be ignored?
I doubt it!
I will journey with it—won’t bother to struggle to get over it.
My healing will definitely be assured in this process.
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Pain makes me strong.
There are lots of histories to share from it.
However, I won’t always be in pain.
Pain isn’t going to mar me,
But it’s part of me being made and furnished.
Joy fills my heart as I embrace my growth and strength each day.
The fears that crept in are now in extinction.
I am finally whole.
Even though I was once broken,
I am now restored and fashioned yet once more.
Boldness, tenacity, and hope surging through me.
I am healed, relieved, and filled with hope for what the future holds for me.
