Feels
Because someone just asked me what if Daniel’s revealed to have a girlfriend.
My whole self’s debating. Because at first I was like,
I’m not gonna hate on him, but please not now? Can he please consider how he is at the peak? His position right there? How he can affect a lot of people?
But then it will burden him. I’m sure it does right now. Until I ended up just feeling so sad and down, because I want him to be happy, but I’ll be lying if I say I’m not going to get hurt.
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But I let him into my life, and that means I gave him the permission to break me.
But I just want to let this out.
I am in love. But in the end, it’ll just be him and his decisions. And we’re all out of it, nor we can control him. No matter what he chooses, we’re hands off. I’ll be hurt, but it’s his life and his choices. And I’ll be sad but never will I hate on him for going for something that will make him happy.
Maybe I’m like this coz I haven’t really let my emotions last Saturday take over me yet. I thought it was starting these past few days? I guess it hasn’t? I’m starting to think I’m never gonna let them out and just keep them within me. I don’t know..
According to someone I know, who has experienced the same thing I will soon experience, I won’t be able to move on for at least a good six months? I have no comment. The thought of it weighs me down.. so..
