Hey, you know what? As I am an elder one, I have to manage all the things and somehow its my responsibility i am not forgetting and running away from this but you know as a one who always care for other feel guilty as i say no to anyone
from my case i live with my sibling as we are in good conditions enjoying everything do whatever make us happy study, sports, eat junk without any interference and do mid night chaos but i have to act like a father figure do my shopping grocery and all that little house hold chores and sometime i feel like i am empty from inside as i have no one around me its not like no one ask me what happened but i don’t feel safe to share anything now this time i am sitting in my room not feeling productive to do anything and randomly thought hit me like am i becoming the person i always want to be like i have a lot of hobbies and dreams but nothings works in my conditions
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I feel empty. I even cry every night and am a tough person during the daytime, as I have no one- no friends, as I am not good at making friends.
