My God

when someone ask me do you believe in God , many questions naturally tend to come in my mind , questions like who is God , is he a person with powers , if he is creator then why he created us , was he boarded , why there is suffering in the world if everyone is a child of God , Why don’t he come and display himself , if he exist where is the physical evidence , why he only came to public in ancient times , is he shy of cameras , I wanted to question to those blinded people who do not question what they are following , the modern truth is that God’s name had been used to control the population and get benefit from then by few people , and it has been done from ages , diverting us from the truth and leading the progress to understand the truth and God , I think my God will love to b questioned , he will love to have a intelligent devotee , I am not challenging anyone , I am just sad that i fall into this trap of people who calls themself the manager of God and followed them , it made my progress slow in knowing the God , I think he is Devine , and to viewed in the conservative ways , there need a other perspective to really understand him