My Preceptor
After my matric exam I came to my village house & days were passing by playing foot-ball & playing cards with my friends. A middle age woman used to come our house to massage my grandpa’s knees with herbal oil. She used to sell herbal pain relief oil to villages and my grandparents used to purchase it from her. I’m seeing her from long years and she knew me from my childhood. Since my last village gf got married to a farmer I was totally alone. Then I decided to make friendship with this woman. She is around 40 years, height 5”2 I think so & weight may around 50 kg. A brown complexion woman & I was at my late 16, height 5 feet & weight 40 kg with little inflated belly outwards. She was a refugee woman live by the river in our village; they live on other side of the river. One afternoon I asked her to take me in her house & she said OK. Few days later she took me with her, after crossing the river we started walking. It’s a small colony with ‘village gypsies’ & ‘snake charmer’. Her house was at the end of the colony & it was mud house with 2 rooms only. No electricity in that colony and so her house too. After entering her house, I saw another woman in her house stitching a kantha. A fair complexion & red dye hair woman, she was at her early 27 & height around 5”5 feet & weight I think 76 kg a very slim physique fair woman with little fat in her stomach & round curvy buttocks. Now this woman said her
Woman: he is my customer’s grandson & he wants to see my house so he came with me.
She: where are you from?
Me: in town, here my grandparents used to live.
That day before the sun set, I returned back by crossing the river on a boat. Next day after my lunch I came her house & they both was having the lunch. Village paddy rice with malabar spinach & dal. After washing their hands, the woman said
Woman: see my poor hut come inside
In her room there was no bed only a mat was there on the floor with quilt on top & 3 pillows & 3 blankets. So, I sat there & talked with them. Now I started going her house almost regularly & one evening before I was leaving another woman said.
She: such a miser you are always come here with empty hands. Listen try to bring something for us from now, okay?
Me: of course,
Next day I took a small sack of village rice, a jar of mustard oil, two ducks, few goose eggs & all kinds of spices. When I enter her house this woman replied,
Woman: you took her serious? She was just joking with you. How could be you so serious? If your grandparents hear this what they will think?
Me: nothing to worry about because everything I brought from my house, only spices I purchased from grocery shop. My grandma asked once & I said I’m going your house only. Then she didn’t reply anymore. Rice & oil will run almost for 15 to 20 days. Okay?
Then before the sun set, I returned back, in this way a month passed. And every time I visit her house I come with different kinds of food from rice to sweets.
Now the story:
It’s almost one & a half months passed one afternoon that another woman was alone in the house & she asked me.
She: why you started coming our house is there any secret in you that you want to tell us.? Because so far, I know that nothing is free in this cruel world & you always bring something with you.? Frankly asking,
Then I expressed myself to her.
Me: if you don’t mind then I can disclose everything to you.
She: what you want?
Me: I wanna have close friendship with you & wanna sleep with you.
She: hhhaa aahh, me? With me? I’m a poor refugee girl and nobody came before to me in this county. Now you are the first person talking this strange thing to me.
Me: I don’t believe in rich & poor; all are equal to me. If you want then I’ll continue.
She: regarding friendship I’ll be your closest one but in behalf how could I sleep with you? I’m not like other females who used be mad for sex. I enjoy differently, before I came here, I get married at very young age and with him only I had sex and then he ran away with another woman by leaving me alone. After that I never had sex with any male. No, no I won’t allow all these
After that evening, I stopped visiting that woman’s house. Few days later while selling her herbal oil walking by our village road she saw me.
Woman: why you stopped coming my house? Does that woman say anything to you?
Me: no, but why?
She: she asked me to inform you that she wants to talk something very serious with you. Come tomorrow okay I’m busy now bye
Next afternoon I came to her house with few fruits & sweets. After she finished her lunch, she took me inside the room and I sat on the quilt & she sat on a wooden stool.
She: you are also same like other male just love female body only. When did I said you not to come here? I just said that I cannot sleep with you. And you stopped coming here, how ‘Selfish’ you are. All these days you spend money for my body only?
Me: but there is nothing else in this world other than sex, food & religion. I didn’t want to force you I just want to know your answer.
She: can you stay here at night then elder sister will also be here & we three of us can come to a decision. Yes, can you stay at night?
Me: okay I’ll try
By saying this I walked away & after 1 or 2 days I visited her house in evening on the last boat to her village. I brought some red meat, curd & sweets for them. Then they cooked and we 3 of us had the dinner; after having the food I took few sweets and after that I drank water. And by smoking a cigarette I asked them,
Me: where I’m gonna sleep here’s only one bedroom.?
Woman: wait, wait. Everything will be fine just give us few times.
Then few time later this woman entered to another room with a kerosene lamp.
Woman: come inside here
I entered and saw no bed was there only a mat was there on the floor with quilt on top & 1 pillow & 1 blanket. I sat there
Woman: wait we are coming,
After few times they came inside and sat beside me.
She: see elder sister now he wants me to sleep with him & if I don’t then he won’t come anymore. What I’ll do?
Woman: don’t blackmail her, just be nice with her & initially don’t have sex with her she will make you understand everything. You don’t know her & may be underestimated her because we are poor. But she is very intelligent girl and she completed her higher secondary also. Let her feel safe with you first then she will defiantly cooperate with you.
Then they get back to that another room & I heard them talking & laughing late night. Next day I came back and stopped going her house because I was not interested in all these nonsenses. Few days later the woman came to massage my grandpa’s knees. And before leaving she said,
Woman: again, you stopped visiting my house? I explained you everything and you didn’t listen.
Me: sorry I can’t continue anymore and please stop asking me to come your house.
Woman: if you can then come at night, just for once at least, okay?
Then she left my house and I came there by that last boat to their village. I brought fish, fruits & sweet curd. They cooked and we had our dinner. I get inside that another room and started smoking the cigarette. Few time later she came inside alone and sat beside me. I locked the door, and she replied.
She: why locking the door? No need because nobody will enter here now. Elder sister will sleep now,
Me: let it be closed okay, ?
Now after finishing the cigarette, I pushed her on the quilt on her back and just tried to sit on her stomach. But she stopped me and sat up, by saying
She: hey what you are about to do?
Me: just wanna sit on your stomach. And nothing else
She: oh, my goodness! is a female belly is for male to sit on it? How cruel you are.
Me: then? What you want?
She: Let us just gossip here by sitting beside.
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Me: I’m going to sleep now & after I return back, I’m not gonna come here again. Okay
She: you lay on your back and let me put my head on your chest. I will tell you a nice story,
So, I lay on my back and she starts telling a fairy tales by keeping her head on my chest & when did I slept I didn’t remember. Now next morning they stopped me and asked me to stay there.
Me: okay let me bring something I’ll come okay!
I came to my house and after taking a bath I brought a small sack of rice, a jar of mustard oil, few goose eggs, all kinds of spices, tea, sugar & powder milk. I came back before cooking her lunch & gave everything to her. After the lunch we entered their bedroom and make her sit in my lap.
She: yes, this’s what I want. Be decent and polite.
Then she again started saying a fairy tales, and I returned before evening. It’s started continuing till the full moon night comes. She already invited me to stay that night and I came with fruits & a bottle of rooh afza. After the dinner they asked me to come inside their bedroom and this woman get into that another room. I was smoking cigarette and she entered in yellow blowse, pink lipstick on her lips, a white beads necklace with sun amulet, full orange silk saree & red alta in her feet. While I got burned on the hand by the cigarette. And she laughed seeing this and spoke.
She: it’s full moon now and after a long year I’m with someone in this very night. Am I looking beautiful?
Me: yes absolutely, your fair bright skin is shining in red, yellow, orange & pink. A perfect gorgeous girl glowing in front of me.
She: never mind me now that I’m going to do
And by saying this she put her right foot on my chest & she pushed me down on my back and by crossing her leg to other side of my body she stood still by looking down in my eyes. Then very slowly she sat on top of my little inflated stuffed food-belly. She perfectly kept her round curvy buttocks by positioning on top of my food-stomach. And comfort herself by sitting her full weight that sink her round curvy buttocks inside my food-belly. By putting her feet down besides my chest, she was sitting astride. Now she rests her elbows on her folded knees. She was sitting on me with her full dress; she was so heavy that I couldn’t even take my breath properly.
She: I’m a ‘rationalist hedonist atheist’ girl. I don’t believe in god, cult, occult, reincarnation, spirit, hell & heaven. I only support humanity, and believe birth & death. Then we all fade away into the wind after we died. And never come back again in this world or anywhere else. Going nowhere & becoming nothing after our death. I practice “cosmic femdom craft” only & nothing else.
Me: so, who created gods & why does he/she asked us to worship them?
She: it’s racist people who created gods/goddess and all to dominant ordinary people and to divide us in many religions. See most of the religion are male dominating and those beings who created everything (universe) it or they never told us to worship it or them. In every religion there is gods or goddess and devil, demon, evil. Same we see in movies hero-herein & villain. There is always a promise of good life but not in our lifetime but rather after out death. How funny, is there any proof in this world or outside the world that god exist & want us to worship them? No! It or they never even bother about us after creating everything, example is bad always wins over good. It or they let us (humankind, animals) to suffer, rejoice, cry, laugh & etc. And it or they have no consideration for anyone & it or they don’t care about us (humankind, animals). They or it just created everything (universe) and let it be in its own way. There is no justice & just rich & poor, just power & innocents.
Me: you totally washed my brain, & everything started becoming false that I used to believe from my childhood. Let’s sleep now it’s already late & tomorrow I’ll go town for some personal reason. While on other hands being under your full weight it suffocating me. You are too heavy so let’s stop now and another night we will continue.
Then she gets off my stomach and we both came outside to have a pee and then enter her room. She takes my hand under her head & we slept. Next day I came to my house and asked my mother for money. Then next day I purchased some second-hand story books for her & 2 bottles of perfume. And two days later I returned my village house. One day later I came her house in evening and gave her those story books & perfume. She was so glad because now she can read new stories that she never read before. After the dinner I came inside and after few times she entered in full pink saree, with same yellow blowse, red lipstick on her lips & that white bead necklace with sun amulet. Then she sat beside me,
She: be comfortable and do as I say
Then she slowly pushed me down on my back and crossed her leg to another side of my body very slowly by positioning her round curvy buttocks on top of my food-stomach she sat astride. By putting her feet down besides my chest. She comfortable herself by releasing her full weight pressure against my abdomen and my food-belly just sink inside by her full weight pressure. I couldn’t stop myself and started grabbing her fat stomach, but she took my hands down and put her feet on top of my hands.
She: don’t touch me now, let me explain you everything okay?
Me: then what is this universe is & why it’s so vast?
She: take the example of vcr cassette all the videos are inside & when we play it in the vcr player we can see & hear everything it contain. Same we (universe) are inside such a thing and it or they who created everything just played it. We see its vast but for them or it we are just inside a cassette only.
Me: maybe you are right? But who taught you all these?
She: after my higher secondary exam one of my friends took me to him. He was an old man and spreading his message for many years. He taught me everything, I used to sit on top of his stomach with my full weight. By placing my tailbone on top of his belly button. From beneath me he taught me everything and this is the main part of our practice because when a female sits with her all weight on top of male belly button by placing her spinal cord on top of the navel. It radiates energy and this is called ‘cosmic femdom craft’. The man who is in beneath and when he talks & if he lies then his stomach will push upward from inside and the female who is sitting on his top will feel that push in her bum. Same goes for female too, if a female sits on top of male and tells everything and if she is wrong then that male’s stomach will push upwards and hit that female’s bum. And for many days we practiced this and I never feel anything inside his stomach. He was an old man & me on other hand a young girl so for few times only he could let me sit on his navel with my all weight. So, it took many days to get all the knowledge. Although I was not so heavy at time as I’m now and I started gaining weight after I came here. This’s the reason I sit on your navel by putting my tailbone on top of it with my full weight. When the stomach is full then only, we should do this & not in empty stomach. And we should eat veg food only no non-veg & no milk products. Only fruits & vegetables we both have to eat before starting. My Preceptor (that old man) told me to deliver this message at least one person. So, after my marriage I tried to tell my husband but he never listened me and after few days he started calling me demoness because I’m ‘rationalist hedonist atheist’ how funny he was? And since then, I find no one after that my uncle meet me with this woman (elder sister) and she brought me here. And after a long time, I got you. Always remember never for get to take My Yolk upon your head when you will deliver this message to others. Because I’m you Preceptor & I’ll pour all my knowledge to you.
Me: yes! And now it’s too late let’s sleep now
Next day I didn’t visit her house and after a day later I came there in evening with fruits & a bottle of rooh afza. After the dinner I was smoking in her room and she entered in full red saree, same yellow blowse, orange lipstick on her lips & that white bead necklace with sun amulet. I stood up and she pushed me back and asked me to be seated. Before I could lay on my back, she put her foot on my chest and pushed me down on my back. By crossing her leg to another side of my body she said,
She: how I’m looking today?
Me: I love to see female in red dress so it’s perfect for you sweetheart. Come sit in me.
Then she sat her full weight on top of my belly button by keeping her tailbone on top of it. Her round curvy buttocks sink inside my food-stomach by her full weight pressure and she put her feet on top of my hands so that I couldn’t touch her.
Me: when did all started and how racist people control us (common people).?
She: all these started long time back around 12 thousand years ago. In between 10000 bc to 9000 bc. These racist people came from another planet and landed in Canaan with their mystical mechanism or alien machine. And from there they spread all over the world, that mystical mechanism can control us by hallucination, by optical illusion, auditory illusion, controls our 5 senses & our dreams too. These racist people can hear us and see us with the help of this alien machine (mystical mechanism) not only see or hear but they can read our mind too and before even thoughts come to our brain they can interpret it. This mystical mechanism control animals & nature too. For an example my elder sister sells pain relief oil to people. Now whenever anyone use that oil to get rid of their pain the message first reaches that mystical mechanism and then it sends its message to our brain and we don’t feel that pain for few times or for ever. Same goes for all medicine it works same, for all diseases in this world. With the help of electromagnetic energy this alien machine works and send its information to our brain/body and these racist people control us. It same goes for ‘cosmic femdom craft’ also. As it’s already got granted by the alien machine so your stomach doesn’t push upwards and it proves that I’m telling you truth. And if this information were not granted by this mystical mechanism, then I couldn’t prove myself and your belly would push upwards.
Me: you mean this ‘cosmic femdom craft’ also created by any raciest person?
She: yes dear.! But that person was not racist and that person must be on our side. And that’s why that person supported female instead of supporting male. And in ‘cosmic femdom craft’ only female can sit on male and then only this craft will be enabled. When I’m sitting in you by keeping my spinal cord on top of your navel it radiates energy and this information reaches to that alien machine that someone is practicing ‘cosmic femdom craft’ and these racist male dominating people gets angry. But can’t do anything and my heart and that mystical mechanism knew that I’m not lying.
Me: okay dear it’s too much for today let’s sleep and next day we will continue again.
Next night after the lunch she came inside and after locking the door she asked me to get naked and she get herself naked too. By seeing her fair slim naked body my head spins and I couldn’t even talk and just kept my eyes focused on her full naked body.
She: lay on your back okay!
Then by crossing her leg to another side of my body she sat astride on top of my ribcage by putting her feet beside my head. And relaxed her full weight on top of my chest. After her round curvy fair bare buttocks sink inside my ribcage, she comforts herself & she took my hand to her warm fair vagina and by placing my hand in her fair warm vagina she spoke.
She: this is Vagina the symbol of Feminism. You must respect & be modest. Okay?
Then she lifts her round fair curvy bare buttocks upwards from my ribcage and sat her full weight on top of my bare navel by placing her spinal cord on top of it. Her feet were beside my chest and her fair round curvy bare buttocks sinks inside my bare food-belly. And I started grabbing her warm buttocks, little fat stomach & and her boobs.
She: although in ‘cosmic femdom craft’ consuming non-veg & milk products are totally prohibited. But I couldn’t follow everything and eat non-veg & milk products. You remember that very first day you brought 2 ducks for us they are still alive. We didn’t kill them, and meanwhile we are too poor to purchase meat from market so we eat vegetables only. Harming animals & using them to earn money or making them work for us are totally prohibited. Elder siter earn by selling massage oil & I earn by stitching a kantha. Hardly we could run our family although she had a bf in a village and he help us by giving few monies. I’m an orphan girl and grew up in my uncle’s house and that’s why I got married very early. But couldn’t continue for long and after few times he lose interest in me and married another girl. Then I came back to my uncle’s house and my aunt’s friend knew this woman (elder sister) so she brought me here. She has same story and her husband walked away with another girl. And now we both live together for last 4 years. Although she had a bf with whom she had sex but here we both enjoy by using cucumber. Inserting cucumber inside our vaginas we push each other’s and after our semen discharge, we stop. She used to sit on my belly boobs and me too. We suck & lick each other’s vagina. That’s why I said that I enjoy differently. She came here 10 years ago and before I started living with her, she was a theist and used to worship god & goddess. But after knowing everything from me she becomes an atheist too. Tomorrow we will intimate and you start fucking me as much you want from my mouth, to boobs & vagina too. Let’s sleep now,
Then she rests her head on my hand & we slept. Since then, I started fucking her. And in one night she was going through her menstruation and sitting naked by leaning on wall with her legs folded in front of her. And she was bleeding blood from her vagina and then she applied her vagina blood on my forehead by her right thumb & told me.
She. Take my Yolk upon your head and remember I’m your Preceptor.
Now that woman came and sat beside me
Woman: you always used to spent time with her and never allowed me. Leave her today and I’ll make you happy.
By saying this we both gets naked and I started fucking her for at least 6 to 7 times. Then I lay on my back with my pumping food-stomach and the woman by crossing her leg on another side of my body kept her bare round brown bum on top of my bare pumping food-belly by keeping her knees down. With her full weight and her thick bum pushed my pumping food-stomach inside. Then she relaxed and comforted herself by keeping her hands on her thighs.
She: hope you enjoyed with my elder sister and after long years seeing her finally you came to fuck her.
Woman: I’m seeing him from long time back; he is nice young boy.
That night we gossip for late night and this woman remain sat on my stomach until we go to sleep. Few days later after the dinner we came inside and get naked then I sat on her fatty stomach with my full weight and fucked her boobs. Then I came upwards and sat on top of her boobs and fucked her face. Then I fucked her vagina for almost 15 times. After that I started taking long breathing and lay on my back with my pumping belly & ribcage. She crossed her leg on another side of my body and by positioning her fair round curvy bare buttocks perfectly sat on top of my pumping bare food-stomach she relaxed her full weight. She comforted herself by sinks inside my pumping bare food-bely and put her feet beside my chest. Now my stomach couldn’t come upwards anymore and my bare chest was only coming up & down. It was super painful being sat on by her full weight and hardly I could breathe in and breath out. By resting her elbows on her folded knees, she said by looking down in my eyes.
She: nothing is secret in this cruel world and those racist people play with common people’s self-privacy. There’s a ‘hindi’ movie name ‘agnipath’ an important dialogue is there that says “This is a city, just in name… but here the jungle rules! Here, the powerful survive by killing those less than them”. This’s the ultimate truth of this cruel world. When I saw this movie in theatre, I got stun that how could someone reviled the such an important information to the public without any fear. Really that person was great who make it known for common people.
I was grabbing her boobs, fatty stomach & her round bum from her beneath & very softly I said because it was too hard to talk & too hard to breath.
Me: yes, everything you said so far all are true. So, in ‘cosmic femdom craft’ there might be no festival?
She: yes, no festival and only duty is to pass this information to common people. But there is one night when we act different it’s coming once in a year The Harvest Moon Night. Although non-living things has no gender but we portrait Sun as male & Moon as female so after hot summer when the autumn comes with full moon, we cook good food, wear new clothes and light candles in our house premises.
Me: who created this ‘cosmic femdom craft’? I mean a male or female?
She: I think Female, because these racist male dominating people doesn’t even allow Females from their races too for many reasons. So, I think the one who created ‘cosmic femdom craft’ was a Female from their race of their blood. And also, we don’t wear ear ring, nose ring & anklet. Because it’s all are the symbol of women slavery.
Me: how come?
She: Long time back around 3500 years ago when these racist invaders came and invaded our country. They used to take women as their captive after the wars and they used to chain their captive women by their feet which has now become anklet. By their nose & ears which is now nose ring & ear ring. You saw in village farmers used to put rope inside animals’ nose to control them. And those animals feel pain if they pull the rope. Same chain used though captive women nose & ears and they couldn’t run away and never disobeys. I support equality for human & animal both. There is a traitor from our races whose wife is our country’s natural resources and people worship them as god & goddess without knowing the truth & without understanding anything.
Me: okay enough for now please get off and let’s sleep it’s too late.
Then she lifts her fair curvy round bare buttocks from my stomach and put her head on my hand and we slept. After that I continued our relationship for many days and after I started working in commercial vehicles as a helper, I couldn’t meet her anymore. She told me many more that I can’t write here. But I believe she is right because my stomach never pushed upwards when she explained me everything in details.
