Thanks! for being my happiness!
It’s a letter to my friend:)
Dear you,
who are from the other corners of the world.
I am giving you the heartiest love from my heart.
Today, you have made my day.
My heart, It is sick for a while. My brain, is anxious.
There are many reasons.
I am going through a tough time through my life.
Very recently, I have failed in my another entrepreneurial initiative.
When you have bad luck, everything goes like this.
Lost crucial time of life, mental peace, trust on people. My family is not happy with me.
I can’t say, they are wrong. They want to see me settle and secure. I Understand. They are right.
But I believe,
an unproven life doesn’t worth living.
When I will be in my death bed, how will I face myself?
That’s my philosophy. and it’s dangerous.
The problem is for being an introvert by nature, I can’t keep myself in front of others easily.
It costs me a lot.
Here, the dilemma is no body also believes that. Are you in that position ever?
Cause, in my little group, my friends found me humble who has immense curiosity and asks many questions.
I always ask questions. Many questions. My urge to know things, never satisfied.
For this, they sometimes call me doctor, professor, philosopher. They found me intelligent.
But out of my comfort zone, I am a wet cat. Can you believe? How costly it is? For this nature, you might end up your life single🫤.
Whatever, now I am jobless, trying to figure out what’s going wrong with me?😂
Every day is dull and dull. Going through various psychological concepts, psychiatrist know😂.
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I know, it’s the high time for myself to break out from the comfort zone to create the life I want.
But, you won’t believe, an invisible barrier is dragging me behind.
Somethings, I can’t express with words.
Do you see the movie ‘Soul’?
I am like that dark living soul.
That’s a broad answer of when someone ask me, “how are you?”.
Why did I write such a big post to say thank you?
After the failure (learning), I didn’t stop following my dream.
My family want me to go with the tradition, secure job, marry, give birth a baby and carry on.
I belief, my life is worth more that that.
My ambition is simple to do something valuable for the humanity. But not for toxic people, but for the beautiful minds who understand the harmony, love things and love the nature and environment, who never betray.
So, I have taken a decision to spread awareness about sustainability to 100k people.
I am trying to build a community. The problem is huge. We are fighting against a established system when we talk about the climate and sustainability.
This path also not easy. Besides, here I fight with myself to write a full post.
I can’t reach more and fully. Besides, I can’t express myself properly.
Because English is my second language and moreover I belong from a less privileged corner of the world.
You see, I am going through a tough time of life.
Everything is wrong with me.
That time, suddenly I started gaining attention and good vibe from you guys.
Today, my notification bar was always busy with your love and response.
I am so glad to those great hearts.
Thank you.
I want more people be aware about life and sustainability. From my part, I have taken a decision for combining all my thoughts to one place in the form of eBook.
Then I will make it free for everyone.
What do you say?
Sincerely
Sagor (Sagor means sea in my language.)
Originally published at https://themindshelf.substack.com on September 1, 2026.
